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kreg

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Re: MDC [Re: Jenny]
#849847 - 09/22/21 03:45 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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nice flowers spirit looks crisp! mm!
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spirit_shadow said: Just got into heated bullshit argument over phone. Went into rage mode punched some shit I dont even know what by my knuckles is swollen, fuck it.... I really do hate my life. I wish I believed in suicide....and before anyone says "life is worth it or no don't do it" let me say is your entire immidiate family that usually is your blanket in life still alive? Oh they are? Then shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
because when youre on the floor paralyzed dying watching your life happen in 4d mode while the mortician fills you up with sawdust youre probably going to wish you could still walk around and tell everyone youre sorry. Something like that right? 
Dude be careful boxer fractures suck and the loss of hand mobility is permanent! If you EVER need a person to chat with please spam me up Happy youre handling things well-enough. Hurts me to see how many good people have to deal with these sort of things
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We are social creatures. That is why they use solitary confinement as a punishment in prisons. So if you are alone and isolated from loved ones then it would be totally normal to not be ok with that situation
^^ i hate it but its true I used to wish that I could cop out of this by proclaiming made-up insecurities and "introvert"edness looking back about all the great friends i could have made along the way
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spirit_shadow said: Thanks man, it means a lot. I know I'm not alone in my despair and I am 100% with you in the sense that it is fucked up that good people have horrible things happen to them. It's why I don't believe in karma. If I raped or killed someone in cold blood blood sure. But I've never even considered doing an evil act like that before so what the fuck did I do to deserve this shit?
Because the nightmares will live in your head forever. Hell is internal. Shame, guilt, remorse, these people are all haunted by the ghosts of their wrongdoings. People who dont, move forward and keep getting up Karma, hell, whatever you want to call it
you are ALWAYS BEING WATCHED ...at the very least by your future self .....probably a few other things too.... Dont feed the demons.
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Re: MDC [Re: kreg]
#849910 - 09/23/21 08:20 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I LOVE that we are able to just slip out of harmony with the universe like this sometimes always at all times we are part of everything, inside the universe, like everything is a part of something inside of something yet, somehow we all have this ability to feel outside of it
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I cant convince myself to get Netflix trying hbomax, started cuckoos nest last night (never saw it before) watching a santana concert on it now its really good
dude i dont see how people take mdma by themselves  i like how my other drugs make me so confused i cant talk to people this shits whack
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every time i get interested in watching the news by habit important things stop happening
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Re: MDC [Re: kreg]
#850211 - 09/29/21 09:33 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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is it mid day yet time zones are confusing
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kreg

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good luck spirit! back to the hbomax thing, jg quintell's close enough is really good i feel kinda silly thats the newest thing i'm watching on it, thinking about cancelling for whatever natgeo is doing
im tired of hiding my bong, i want a bong that can transform into a regular casual object. i've tried keeping fake flowers in one like a vase but the nasty shit at the bottom is usually a dead giveaway+smell lol
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Re: MDC [Re: Niffla]
#850589 - 10/06/21 08:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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trying hbomax
I don't know if you ever were a fan of The Sopranos but the highly anticipated prequel movie will be available Friday I think on HBO Max
I am very excited

i keep scrolling past that. I essentially skipped past that entire group of classic mob movies my whole life. Never seen Scarface, I can't sit through Godfather, no Sopranos, and I just started Goodfellas for first time ever other day and eh it's alright I suppose ahaha. Now's probably a good time to try them though, not much else going on over here today.
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kreg

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Ever use Indeed? you can download resume pdf free from them, its not the prettiest but itll be neat
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Re: MDC [Re: Data]
#850722 - 10/08/21 05:01 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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i thought crypto mining took a shit ton of electricity/machine power?
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Re: MDC [Re: Data]
#850735 - 10/08/21 05:35 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Right on sounds fun
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kreg

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lol did you start crawling around on the walls like spiderman?
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kreg said: lol did you start crawling around on the walls like spiderman?
No I started crawling around on the floor like someone with massive stomach pain, then I got the FEELING I knew it was coming so I ran to the bathroom and threw the fuck up 2 times in a row lol
damn, it didnt even make you tweak?! any time i accidentally over use a stim with low tolerance i get fuckin CRAZY!
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You dont understand, stims make me weird, way too weird, they are not good for me.
Damn it i have completely forgotten how to meet new people, my 2 contacts have sparks coming out of their phones- see its happening right now and i havent even done any real stims today
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Hell yeah spirit! Happy for you! Slept really weird last night like a bunch of 1 hour naps i wish news sites wouldnt fill up with non stories when nothing is happening
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Yeah more exercise would probably help. I had been drinking kinda hard few days ago+ tons of coffee, ill be alright Id rather be restless than stuck oversleeping
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IME trimming just an LB with another person can take a few hours / better half of a day Month sounds fair, maybe, maybe theres other labor around it to keep the lights on? a month of trimming is a lot buy me a plane ticket and ill come help lol
bout to ride the white computer stallion into a hole

i wonder what dj screw was like hanging out with
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