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 poor boy
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 Re: Magic into greed  [Re: Data]
#840735 - 12/22/19 03:56 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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I once went to church on Xanax. I don't remember what happened but apparently I'm banned for life.
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Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840739 - 12/22/19 04:02 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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You didn't. Ain't no way. Pistols at dawn.
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: XUL]
#840742 - 12/22/19 05:20 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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Going to the zoo tonight. They are having some sort of zoo Christmas. Perfect time to take a bunch of Xanax and drink a bunch of beer.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840746 - 12/22/19 05:49 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
poor boy said:
I once went to church on Xanax. I don't remember what happened but apparently I'm banned for life.
You need to ask your lady about that and get back to us with the story.
I've come really close to the bone-zone in a church with an ex like 15 years ago, but the paranoia of security cameras got to me. It was a small town, word of my sins would have traveled fast. 
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Data]
#840749 - 12/22/19 06:37 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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prescribed xanax is way better/different than street xanax in the end
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Jenny]
#840750 - 12/22/19 08:07 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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Um... No.
I caught glimpse of the chupacabbara tonight.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840751 - 12/22/19 08:29 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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eh its all xanax in the end anyway, not to obsess over minor problem
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Jenny]
#840752 - 12/22/19 09:02 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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You are the only one obsessing.
The more you post the weirder you are.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840754 - 12/22/19 09:31 PM (4 years, 11 months ago) |
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i cant help it, i have OCD 
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Jenny]
#840759 - 12/23/19 04:58 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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No, you don't.
People claiming they have OCD is just as bad as mom's claiming their kids are autistic. Or... Mom's in the 90s claiming their kid has ADHD.
Now, if you would have said you were autistic, I would have believed you 100%.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840774 - 12/23/19 06:25 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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When it the neurosis becomes so much that one cannot live their life, then it is a problem -- or disorder. I think.
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: XUL]
#840797 - 12/23/19 02:29 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Not quite..
There's many people that suffer with disabilities or disorders that lead "normal" lives.
Look at me. I'm all sorts of fucked in the head, but my life appears to be some what normal.
Shit, I got the documents and transcripts to prove I'm fucked off.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840811 - 12/23/19 11:37 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840813 - 12/24/19 12:13 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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But you still function, no?
Some people can't leave their rooms, which prevents them from working. Then their entire life collapses.
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: XUL]
#840816 - 12/24/19 07:26 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Those people don't try. Err body is fucked up in some way or other. It boils down to who can hide it better.
Look at the old poster Draw. This guy had to move into deep forrest Canada in the middle of nowhere.
Granted, he was shunned from society, but it was more of a mutual agreement kinda thing.
But he did what he had to do.
The funny thing is, right before he left he was obsessing over PO to the point of having to leave Canada all together.
Po litterally moved as far away from draw as possible by moving to a deserted island
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840817 - 12/24/19 08:06 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
poor boy said:
Those people don't try. Err body is fucked up in some way or other. It boils down to who can hide it better.
Look at the old poster Draw. This guy had to move into deep forrest Canada in the middle of nowhere.
Granted, he was shunned from society, but it was more of a mutual agreement kinda thing.
But he did what he had to do.
The funny thing is, right before he left he was obsessing over PO to the point of having to leave Canada all together.
Po litterally moved as far away from draw as possible by moving to a deserted island
True story.
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Data]
#840820 - 12/24/19 11:24 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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poor boy
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: Jenny]
#840821 - 12/24/19 11:51 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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You should sign up for stormfront
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: poor boy]
#840823 - 12/24/19 01:35 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
poor boy said:
You should sign up for stormfront
yea JENNY.
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Re: Magic into greed [Re: XUL]
#840824 - 12/24/19 01:53 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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i dont want to do that, i dont even know what that is 
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