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Sham87
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Registered: 03/20/12
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Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707204 - 01/14/14 09:02 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

:hug:

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CrushNazT

Registered: 07/23/13
Posts: 927
Loc: Colorado

Re: kill myself

[Re: RasJeph]
#707207 - 01/14/14 09:48 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

RasJeph said:
When I wake up early in the morning I kinda feel like killing myself sometimes. I dunno what it is. I think its something about my brain not being fully ready yet, but I get pretty serious suicidal thoughts until I stand up and get dressed. Then I'm happy as fuck. Such a bizarre thing.

But nah, don't off yourself. Focus your energy into not fucking up anymore. Difficult, yea, but a better use of your time.

i feel like that almost everyday... kinda strange. and it sucks.

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SFV OG, Flo, and Pre 98 Bubba Kush: Flowering

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Sham87
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Registered: 03/20/12
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Re: kill myself

[Re: CrushNazT]
#707213 - 01/14/14 10:04 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

You guys need some women in your lives that or happy drugs.

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: Sham87]
#707214 - 01/14/14 10:06 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Sham87 said:
You guys need some women in your lives

Psh, she makes matters worse sometimes :suicide:

:suicide:

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CrushNazT

Registered: 07/23/13
Posts: 927
Loc: Colorado

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707216 - 01/14/14 10:11 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Picklez said:
Quote:

Sham87 said:
You guys need some women in your lives

Psh, she makes matters worse sometimes

i really do need to get laid. its been well over a year now.. i start school next week so hopefuly i meet some cool stoner chicks.

but, i also agree with pickelz...

such a shitty line to try to walk.

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mjmihalov
Stranger

Registered: 01/25/13
Posts: 800

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707229 - 01/14/14 11:12 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

I would never kill myself over fear of jail, especially not short time.

But if I was going away to prison for a long time I'm having a shootout for sure.

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Sham87
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Re: kill myself

[Re: mjmihalov]
#707232 - 01/14/14 11:43 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

This thread is making me :sad:

:sad:

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volcomstoner
Just one more xanax

Registered: 03/30/09
Posts: 4,956
Loc: Gaybec
Last seen: 7 years, 1 month

Re: kill myself

[Re: Sham87]
#707235 - 01/14/14 11:58 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Sham87 said:
You guys need some women in your lives that or happy drugs.

QFT

Don't worry, be happy.

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707239 - 01/14/14 12:26 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Got an interview with a temp agency tomorrow. Hopefully they can help me find some work

Got quite a bit done today around the house. I think the lady will be happy when she gets home.

Might even cook dinner tonight, nah but I thought about it at least

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P-O

Registered: 10/08/11
Posts: 17,891

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707240 - 01/14/14 12:29 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Picklez ; Mr. Mom of the year 2014

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: P-O]

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#707242 - 01/14/14 12:39 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

I might just become a stay at home mom

Nah, I hate being at home. I am ready to be working again. Doing man stuff. This interwebs all day is boring as shit. There arent enough games to keep me busy

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RasJeph
Psycho Pete

Registered: 01/14/09
Posts: 11,657
Loc: Bumfuckt Egypt
Last seen: 1 year, 2 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: CrushNazT]
#707250 - 01/14/14 01:24 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

CrushNazT said:
Quote:

RasJeph said:
When I wake up early in the morning I kinda feel like killing myself sometimes. I dunno what it is. I think its something about my brain not being fully ready yet, but I get pretty serious suicidal thoughts until I stand up and get dressed. Then I'm happy as fuck. Such a bizarre thing.

But nah, don't off yourself. Focus your energy into not fucking up anymore. Difficult, yea, but a better use of your time.

i feel like that almost everyday... kinda strange. and it sucks.

Its literally only like a 30 minute thing for me, and only once or twice a month. I dunno, I can't explain it. I'm perfectly content 99.9% of the time, but sometimes upon waking up I get this overwhelming feeling of "fuck it" :shrug:

:shrug:

It never lasts so I don't care, but I think about it sometimes and it confuses me.

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iStoner
Astral Beast

Registered: 06/09/10
Posts: 7,176

Re: kill myself

[Re: Sham87]
#707361 - 01/14/14 05:27 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Sham87 said:
You guys need some women in your lives that or happy drugs.

i could use a bit more of each.

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Sham87
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Re: kill myself

[Re: iStoner]
#707371 - 01/14/14 06:07 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Don't we all...

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volcomstoner
Just one more xanax

Registered: 03/30/09
Posts: 4,956
Loc: Gaybec
Last seen: 7 years, 1 month

Re: kill myself

[Re: Sham87]
#707376 - 01/14/14 06:18 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

Sham87 said:
Don't we all...

:bigyesnod:

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: volcomstoner]
#707392 - 01/14/14 07:04 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

I have 8 1/2 months clean :thumbdown:

:thumbdown:

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707773 - 01/16/14 09:45 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

time to head out to this temp agency and see if they can get me a motherfucking job

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UltimateDevotion
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Registered: 11/23/12
Posts: 5,935

Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707774 - 01/16/14 09:50 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

What happened to your last job?

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Sham87
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Re: kill myself

[Re: Picklez]
#707778 - 01/16/14 09:55 AM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Goodluck man

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Picklez

Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 10 years, 6 months

Re: kill myself

[Re: Sham87]
#707899 - 01/16/14 04:03 PM (10 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

UltimateDevotion said:
What happened to your last job?

Got laid off

Quote:

Sham87 said:
Goodluck man

Thanks, I got to call every week and let them know I am still looking for work, hopefully it doesnt take them more than a couple weeks to find me something. Going to pay to get a background check done too, I dont know if my felony is going to show up or not. If it doesnt, that definitely opens up more possibilities for me

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