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 volcomstoner
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 Once a junkie 
#682038 - 08/19/13 07:05 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Always a junkie?
what do you guys think?
I don't think the junkie can be removed from a person, its stuck with you forever.
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 P-O
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i think with the right mindset and a change of environment there is good hope.
look at dark star.... he want from the bottom of the junkie bin to clean, working out and going to school .
others will always stay in the dumps tho
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volcomstoner
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: P-O]
#682041 - 08/19/13 07:16 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah I defnintely believe they can change, I changed for while but I'm doing drugs again after a good amount of time of sobriety. I'm sticking to mainly dissociatives and psychs tho. No opiates, benzo's, coke or meth for me anymore.
I think I'm doing a lot better tho, everyone says I am.
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Stoneth
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Quote:
volcomstoner said:
I don't think the junkie can be removed from a person, its stuck with you forever.
It's true more times than not for sure.
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Stoneth]
#682081 - 08/19/13 09:41 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have a good friend that "Was" a heroin addict. He got locked up for a month or so and got clean( this was not the first time). He is saying that he doesn't want to fuck around with it anymore but the truth of the matter is that he most likely will. I want to believe him but usually after he "gets clean" within 2-3 months he is back couch surfing and slamming H. I hope I am wrong but the sad truth is that H will more then likely be his demise.
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Stoneth
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If they don't want it, they won't make it.
I'm pushing 13 years clean of coke and opiates. Lucky I never liked Heroin.
A good friend of mine is pushing 20 years clean of Heroin, took eight years of prison to open his eyes. But he made it.
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volcomstoner
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Stoneth]
#682089 - 08/19/13 10:08 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Congrats Man!!
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FRACTALife
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Some can some cant get over it
Depends on if they really want to
Give a junkie a thumbprint I think he isn't going to stay a junkie
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I believe so but it takes time and desire. I'm a junkie; I used to spend my days all fucked up on morphine. I never did H but I did spend two years nodding off and another 5 before that fucked up on Vicodin. Although I drank a shit ton before quitting, after I quit pills, all I did was drink. Then it was blow, not skipping a day for months.
Finally I quit everything, now all I do is smoke but I need to be high all the time. Although I wish it wasn't true, I'm still a junkie with a cleaner lifestyle.
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RasJeph
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This thread made me sad when I saw it, but I'm glad to hear you're staying away from that shit bro.
Psychs and even MDMA aren't "drugs" to me. I mean, I know they ARE, but since I have done both and never felt a physical need to do them again the next day, I don't consider them what people consider drugs. If I had a kid I'd rather he do that every weekend than an opie/benzo/amp. Slippery slope.
As an example, every time I have any of that shit, I do it pretty much every day until its gone. Fortunately I've distanced myself from most drug people I knew, so getting more isn't really an option. A forced sobriety. But even if I say "I'll be reasonable with this", I never fucking am  I binge on the shit until its gone, then I don't have any until the next time I accidentally get some.
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This is just my opinion.....
I think it really depends on the user.
If someone has an addictive personality then they're gonna develop an addiction for drugs (that they're using) that allow the human body to become chemically dependent.
Then there are those people that can abuse addictive drugs and walk away from it whenever they want to.
In order to have a good grip on life ( or drug use if you will) you gotta be able to closely read yourself and identify your strengths and weaknesses. Respect your limitations and adjust your decision making accordingly.
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UltimateDevotion
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Farmer Joe]
#682170 - 08/20/13 02:15 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm glad I'm not a junky, straight up weed, beer and mushrooms or acid. I've snorted coke and heroin a few times years ago but never felt compelled to ever buy any and develope a habit.
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volcomstoner
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: RasJeph]
#682171 - 08/20/13 02:19 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
RasJeph said:
This thread made me sad when I saw it, but I'm glad to hear you're staying away from that shit bro.
Psychs and even MDMA aren't "drugs" to me. I mean, I know they ARE, but since I have done both and never felt a physical need to do them again the next day, I don't consider them what people consider drugs. If I had a kid I'd rather he do that every weekend than an opie/benzo/amp. Slippery slope.
As an example, every time I have any of that shit, I do it pretty much every day until its gone. Fortunately I've distanced myself from most drug people I knew, so getting more isn't really an option. A forced sobriety. But even if I say "I'll be reasonable with this", I never fucking am I binge on the shit until its gone, then I don't have any until the next time I accidentally get some.
Yeah man psyches and MDMA I don't consider hard, physical dependance prone drugs. Which are the only drugs I'm doing now other than dissociatives, which are the sketchiest drugs I'm doing. But I'm keeping everything in good moderation, I think I'm doing very well but I still know I will always have a junkie side to me dying to get out. But I've accepted it and I'm confident I can handle this. I have been sober for the past 2-3 weeks now, and taking a lot of breaks.
My PO says I'm doing great, passing all my drug tests, going to treatment...
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Chowder963
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What dissociatives are you doing? Is it dxm? The rc dissociatives show up as pcp on drug tests, unless you dont get the 5 panel drug tests.
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UltimateDevotion
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Chowder963]
#682207 - 08/20/13 04:59 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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How long y'all been junkies and how is it so seemingly easy for so many to become junkies? It seriously blows my mind how people can get so deep into shit that they know sucks you in and kills you. I have trouble wrapping my brain around certain things.
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Ive never been physically addicted to anything, actually, ive never even done an opiate in my life. Ive been "hooked" on stims for a matter of a few days, but ive never wanted to repeat the experience once coming down, imo stims are anti-addictive.
The only things ive ever been "addicted to" (according to other people not me) are dxm/mxe/nitrous.
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Chowder963]
#682211 - 08/20/13 05:08 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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how addicted where you to cough syrup ?
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: P-O]
#682213 - 08/20/13 05:14 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was doing 18-24 triple c's every day during highschool, I was shamefully known as "that kid who did cough medicine". There were me and a few others like me who were known for not just doing it but being "c heads"
I did it every day for 2 years, sometimes 2 times a day, sometimes id skip a day, it was aloot. I had to ride the bus (not school bus a real bus) to go home and passed by 2 publixs 1 cvs and 1 walgreens (the walgreens I didnt steal as much from because it was known for busting people) every day even if I didnt need anymore, I just stole them to have a lot, I had a huge garbage bag of coricidin and robitussin.
I had over $1000 dollars worth of cough medicine in the bag.. Probably 200 packs of triple c and 30-40 robos.
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P-O
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: Chowder963]
#682214 - 08/20/13 05:20 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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triple c's are known to be liver toxic in high doses, and cause eye damage.
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/403582-Coricidin-s-Long-Term-Negative-Effects
I bought a 20gm bag of pure dxm in grade 11, online... so ive had a few experience myself.... never drank cough syrup tho
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Re: Once a junkie [Re: P-O]
#682216 - 08/20/13 05:26 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah it was a stupid childish phase that im ashamed of. Luckily I was young so my body was better at repairing itself. My mxe phase was the worst because I actually lost jobs and had to have an intervention because of it. Even though its not physically addictive, I felt compelled to do it, im guessing its the same as pcp as far as addictive qualities go, id compare it to needing a cig when it comes to mxe addiction.
The intervention thing was bs I couldve stopped I just didnt want to, if that makes sense it sounds bad but I dont think I was hooked.
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