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 I don't even smoke or like weed anymore 
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I have to make an admission. I don't smoke weed anymore. I don't like the way it makes me feel anymore. Haven't for years, even though I still keep a stash in the closet and would at least toke up a few times a year (usually when I was drunk and felt like smoking). But the last time I smoked out, I got so high -- and it wasn't a good high either. At all. In fact it was terrible. I felt like I weighed 6 tons, and couldn't even get out of my chair. Or think. I was so fucking high I couldn't do anything but go to bed. That was like 9 months ago and I haven't even thought of smoking since. Probably never will to be honest.
So yeah it's kinda weird I guess that I'm posting here at a weed board
Can I still post here? Are non-tokers frowned upon? Or shit maybe they're even prohibited?
If you guys want me to leave I'll leave
Just know that I still loved you all
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#853306 - 12/08/21 05:00 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well THERE is your problem. You aren't smoking enough, if you start feeling crazy after smoking some weed then smoke some more weed to calm down 
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#853307 - 12/08/21 05:00 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Now im gonna take a big ass dab 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: spirit_shadow]
#853310 - 12/08/21 05:11 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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You aren't smoking enough, if you start feeling crazy after smoking some weed then smoke some more weed to calm down
that seems like a terrible idea lol
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Niffla] 2
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Well it sounds like you got some pretty heavy shit.
I suggest finding some dirt weed. IMHO the pollinated bud is entirely different than the super dank feminized stuff. I actually value reggie above all else. Its sorta like beer vs liquor.
Because getting as high as you absolutely can has its place, No doubt. But used as a tool for heightening your state of consciousness, you don't need much. Half, if not most, of getting high is all about perspective. You Just need to be able to let go and see things differently, and weed is very good at helping you do that.. Some my HIGHEST experiences were smoking a few roaches of dirt weed in the woods by myself. Truly profound experiences.
And thats whats beautiful about cannabis. You can learn a lot about the world and yourself if you can just get in the groove and learn to dance with her. Sure you can smoke yourself retarded and glue yourself to your chair, but thats not going to lend itself well to doing much of anything for you.
Especially if youre prone to overthink things too much, like myself. I've gotten in some pretty anxiety riddled highs before. Stuck in thought loops, uncomfortable as all get out, etc. But as you learn how to tread the waters and dabble with it often, you're able to handle it better. So you learn how to utilize that utterly stupid heavy bud.
My first 7 or 8 times smoking it always ended up in a nightmarish trip for me. I didn't like weed. It would always start out okay but leave me wigged out by the end of it. But I would always return to it, because I just KNEW there was something there, something to it.
I still remember when it all "clicked" for me in the back of my buddies truck. It was the most beautiful thing, and it brought me to tears. Just being able to let go like that...
If you are able to use cannabis legally and aren't utilizing it... to me thats a God damn shame.
I haven't been able to smoke for over five years now because of Texas' shitty fucking laws and these goddamn drug tests. I am infinitely jealous of your situation.
Because cannabis made me who I am today. Saved my fuckin life. I did so much growing and learning from it. Theres not I day that goes by that I dont think about it.
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend] 1
#853316 - 12/08/21 06:31 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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So yeah it's kinda weird I guess that I'm posting here at a weed board
Can relate.
I never finished my first joint i posted about here…Do you even smoke bro? well not my first but rather first in a while. Im pretty self aware sober and weed just amplifies that and makes me feel uncomfortable. The body relaxation part is amazing tho so its a bitter sweet deal for me.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: SameThing]
#853321 - 12/09/21 04:06 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm so jealous of you guys you have no fuckinf idea. I mean it, I've never experienced feelings like that 
Edit: and sometimes I get the darkest of dank and its always the same high 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: spirit_shadow]
#853324 - 12/09/21 04:18 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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You should try morning glory seeds, and then smoke
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853326 - 12/09/21 05:04 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Just smoke less when you do smoke 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853327 - 12/09/21 05:04 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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You should try morning glory seeds, and then smoke
I have
Edit: I've done lots of things and smoked before but weed has never gotten me crazy high like everyone else
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: spirit_shadow]
#853328 - 12/09/21 05:53 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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have you tried packing it in your ass!!??
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853329 - 12/09/21 06:16 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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No but that won't make a difference
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853334 - 12/09/21 08:29 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well it sounds like you got some pretty heavy shit.
I suggest finding some dirt weed. IMHO the pollinated bud is entirely different than the super dank feminized stuff. I actually value reggie above all else. Its sorta like beer vs liquor.
Because getting as high as you absolutely can has its place, No doubt. But used as a tool for heightening your state of consciousness, you don't need much. Half, if not most, of getting high is all about perspective. You Just need to be able to let go and see things differently, and weed is very good at helping you do that.. Some my HIGHEST experiences were smoking a few roaches of dirt weed in the woods by myself. Truly profound experiences.
And thats whats beautiful about cannabis. You can learn a lot about the world and yourself if you can just get in the groove and learn to dance with her. Sure you can smoke yourself retarded and glue yourself to your chair, but thats not going to lend itself well to doing much of anything for you.
Especially if youre prone to overthink things too much, like myself. I've gotten in some pretty anxiety riddled highs before. Stuck in thought loops, uncomfortable as all get out, etc. But as you learn how to tread the waters and dabble with it often, you're able to handle it better. So you learn how to utilize that utterly stupid heavy bud.
My first 7 or 8 times smoking it always ended up in a nightmarish trip for me. I didn't like weed. It would always start out okay but leave me wigged out by the end of it. But I would always return to it, because I just KNEW there was something there, something to it.
I still remember when it all "clicked" for me in the back of my buddies truck. It was the most beautiful thing, and it brought me to tears. Just being able to let go like that...
If you are able to use cannabis legally and aren't utilizing it... to me thats a God damn shame.
I haven't been able to smoke for over five years now because of Texas' shitty fucking laws and these goddamn drug tests. I am infinitely jealous of your situation.
Because cannabis made me who I am today. Saved my fuckin life. I did so much growing and learning from it. Theres not I day that goes by that I dont think about it.
Great poast. I enjoyed this poast.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Niffla] 1
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Poorboy almost never smoked, and he was one of the more prolific poasters we had on the Growery from like 2013 until a few years ago.
He needs to bring his bitch ass back here and poast moar 
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#853341 - 12/09/21 11:16 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Imagine what gives most people pleasure causes you pain. WTF did you do to deserve that? 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Data]
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Poorboy almost never smoked, and he was one of the more prolific poasters we had on the Growery from like 2013 until a few years ago.
He needs to bring his bitch ass back here and poast moar
How often do you smoke Data?
FYI its every day for me other then tolerance breaks a few times a year for a couple of weeks to a month.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Niffla] 1
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spirit_shadow said:
You aren't smoking enough, if you start feeling crazy after smoking some weed then smoke some more weed to calm down
that seems like a terrible idea lol
no this actually works and its my go-to when my tolerance is too low.
if you find yourself too high, smoke more, it wont take much for you to hit the ceiling of effects and then youll be sober. Seriously.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: kreg]
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also look into dry herb vapes. most of them suck so thats perfect for you, some of them can only do low temp little whispy hits that dont do shit for a lot of people, specifically the electronic ones even the best.
but mech herb vaping is also great, costs more upfront and yes they can give much better hits faster and easier, but on that same notion its easier to get a quick small terpy hit out of a mech herb vape. Most of the electronics burn that up real quick IME
just one hit is all you need you fucker!
lucky bastard youre saving a lot of money in your boat, having it but not really needing a lot.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Niffla]
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Great poast. I enjoyed this poast.
 
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Rider420]
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Poorboy almost never smoked, and he was one of the more prolific poasters we had on the Growery from like 2013 until a few years ago.
He needs to bring his bitch ass back here and poast moar
How often do you smoke Data?
FYI its every day for me other then tolerance breaks a few times a year for a couple of weeks to a month.
I currently smoke every day, and have for the majority of my membership here on the growery. The exception was for the last year or so for a job, up until about 2 or 3 months ago.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Data]
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Thats basically my goal right now is to find a stable place and a job that dont drug test. I don't care if I'm poor. I got everything I could ever want.
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853352 - 12/09/21 03:56 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Be self employed?
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: SameThing]
#853353 - 12/09/21 03:57 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Make art.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: SameThing]
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Making art sounds like a good way to starve.
I'm too stupid to self employ...
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853357 - 12/09/21 04:43 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Oh yeah it is, maybe there is a middle ground. Maybe producing something that people need but you made, like knives. I wanted ti make knives for a while but never started the process.
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: SameThing]
#853358 - 12/09/21 04:45 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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lol i'm self employed and i make art that i intentionally sell at a negative value
fuck me right
i mean it works out great sometimes because yes fleabag i am high all day everday (including while working, especially while working) i take good dab first thing every morning with coffee and breakfast
but, pay is less, man wage work you save so much fucking money getting paid less
legal shit, taxes, health care, management even supervisory you'd be surprised how easy it is to forget things you're supposed to be doing when you're totally on your own
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: kreg]
#853359 - 12/09/21 04:50 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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before
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why would you intentionally sell your art at a loss
idk hard to explain, maybe it's me being passive but i feel like it's making them pay in karma, nothing is free, and nothing is fucking free and then some ahahaha, so, eventually itll work itself out
"some weird guy paid me to take this art!!!" "whats wrong with it is it cursed!?" gives it intrinsic value that cannot be bought
...i need to get into nfts but i'm too stupid. haven't even looked at the python courses yet
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i take good dab first thing every morning with coffee and breakfast
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you'd be surprised how easy it is to forget things you're supposed to be doing
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Solar Nexus]
#853364 - 12/09/21 05:41 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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i prefer to be responsible for my own screw ups rather than have some jerk telling me about how im misrepresenting their company or something
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: kreg]
#853368 - 12/09/21 06:44 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Can I have all yalls weed? 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: spirit_shadow]
#853371 - 12/09/21 07:05 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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spirit I thought you still had some!
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: kreg]
#853374 - 12/10/21 02:30 AM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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I do. But if everyone is not gonna smoke then I'll smoke it
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
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Thats basically my goal right now is to find a stable place and a job that dont drug test. I don't care if I'm poor. I got everything I could ever want.
Wow someone who knows how to be happy. Rare! 
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Rider420]
#853442 - 12/11/21 01:50 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yessir! The material chasin's whats got this world in a mess.
Fuck debt
Smoke Ganj
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"The essence of your mind is not born, so it will never die. It is not an existence, which is perishable. It is not an emptiness, which is a mere void. It has neither color nor form. It enjoys no pleasures and suffers no pains.
"I know you are very ill. Like a good Zen student, you are facing that sickness squarely. You may not know exactly who is suffering, but question yourself: What is the essence of this mind? Think only of this. You will need no more. Covet nothing. Your end which is endless is as a snowflake dissolving in the pure air."
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Re: I don't even smoke or like weed anymore [Re: Fleabag Friend]
#853445 - 12/11/21 02:09 PM (2 years, 10 months ago) |
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but this is growery! you can grow your own just like us!
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