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I've been stuck with the flu for 3 days. Coughing, achy body, headache, sore throat and so on and so forth.
The first 2 days I went to work and pushed through even though it was hell.
I said to my wife, "woman! I'm sick! I'm tired! My body hurts! I feel like shit! I am not doing anything all day! NOTHING!
I says to her, I'm going to sit here and get all medicated and not move from this spot.
What did she say? It doesn't matter what she said. This is my house and I do what I want! No sex for you!
The first part of the morning was great. I slept in and I got all medicated. In and out of sleep.
Then my dumb brain got stupid.
While resting I started noticing little things that need to be done around the house. And what did I do? I made a fucking game plan.
The gears are turning now. I even took a 200mg caffeine pill.
My druggie brother in law kept offering Adderall last night, which I wanted, but he was being fucking stupid about it. He has a stupid brain. Of course I was like, No motherfucker! I don't do drugs!
But my tiny little heart was saying something different.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
Not sure but my chest was hurting earlier. I can usually do a virtual visit, but they are fucking with the site.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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