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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Mof]
#840226 - 12/15/19 08:40 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Weird? Not quite.
The reason I was tested was because my energy level was through the roof. A 6 year old shouldn't be skipping a night's rest, or have adult paranoias.
You shouldn't tie your weird friends exp to everyone else's. Besides, something tells me there is no friend. You yourself prob fucked your step sister.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840227 - 12/15/19 08:43 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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I dunno i ate dinner at 850pm every night would stay up until 11pm sometimes in bed until 12 then on the weekend would stay up til 1 regularly later on until 230am didn't know eating dinner 930 at night was bad for you until I turned like 26 or something thought people just throw up in their bed when they lie down
If I lived in Japan I probably would've fucked my sister
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Mof]
#840228 - 12/15/19 08:48 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Mof]
#840230 - 12/15/19 08:54 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Mof said: I dunno i ate dinner at 850pm every night would stay up until 11pm sometimes in bed until 12 then on the weekend would stay up til 1 regularly later on until 230am didn't know eating dinner 930 at night was bad for you until I turned like 26 or something thought people just throw up in their bed when they lie down
If I lived in Japan I probably would've fucked my sister
There's a dif, but ok.
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I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
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I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840233 - 12/15/19 09:37 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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poor boy said: When I was younger I thought I was a robot with human skin. I came close to cutting open my arm. I didn't. Instead I started acting like a robot that acts human...
My most uncomfortable exp was in my late teens to early twenties. I thought everyone could read my mind. I thought I was in some sort of hell and everyone was one and I was me. I use to think everyone was connected and knew my thoughts and what I'm doing at all times.

That sounds like pretty strong dissociation. My ex was diagnosed BP and she would go through spells of that kinda stuff. She was also a terrible person, but that's because she was a spoiled brat from a rich family.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Data]
#840235 - 12/15/19 01:38 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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I wasn't a terrible person. I was actually a sweet kid. My fall was not being able to control my emotions. I also acted first and thought later. I'm honestly surprised I'm still alive.
As an adult, I don't really deal with any dissociation. I do randomly think I can hear people talking about me. From there I grow an anger with that person and then distance myself.
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I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
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I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840236 - 12/15/19 01:42 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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ketamine can make u feel like ur in two places at once. a lot of drugs can do that, usually its completed and wont happen again, just like dxm is comparable to ketamine, but the nodding effect of both can be pretty strong.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840256 - 12/15/19 06:14 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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It feels good to open up even if the audience is littered with a bunch of jabronie pot heads.
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I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840262 - 12/15/19 07:47 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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i'm very impatient
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840309 - 12/16/19 11:30 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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this kid smokes oregano when desperate, dont believe a word he says
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Sham87]
#840311 - 12/16/19 11:43 AM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Don't make me copy paste the you sent me beginning me to send the bud I get.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840312 - 12/16/19 12:08 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Sham87]
#840313 - 12/16/19 12:14 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's okay, bubba. Come lay your head down in daddies lap.
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I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Sham87]
#840336 - 12/16/19 06:48 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sham87 said: this kid smokes oregano when desperate, dont believe a word he says
oregano?
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840338 - 12/16/19 07:00 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Oregano is such a mellow high. It's like one step down from weed.
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I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840339 - 12/16/19 07:29 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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where might one acquire oregano?
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840340 - 12/16/19 07:35 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's pretty hard to find, I've only smoked it twice. Those two times though...pure bliss.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Data]
#840341 - 12/16/19 07:39 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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now that I think of it, I know of a place I won't mention that sells salvia and spices, but im too limited to order any. short on money, control of the rules....living with my parents, u get the drift. I will keep it in mind tho.
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840345 - 12/16/19 09:07 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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Jenny said: now that I think of it, I know of a place I won't mention that sells salvia and spices, but im too limited to order any. short on money, control of the rules....living with my parents, u get the drift. I will keep it in mind tho.
for the love of god dont spices are just a mix of toxic chemicals with a "dude WEED" label slapped on them some of the stuff in them when burned causes heart palpatations, freak outs etc.
salvia is a diff beast but if it's at the store its way way over priced
also it pretty much makes you psychotic for 10 seconds - 5 minutes depending on how much you inhale once you break through the 10 second bit you are in some parrellel universe but most people don't describe it as fun a lot of people freak out on it and start running around, especially when indoors
i dunno i'd feel much safer with dmt than salvia, even tho i've never smoked dmt salvia is pretty close to being a disassociative for me not to fuck around with it
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Mof]
#840346 - 12/16/19 09:08 PM (5 years, 2 months ago) |
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salvia is really one of those drugs you'd be better off smoking in a padded room you don't want to freak out fall and hit your head on something
I tried it outside a couple times the intense visuals were enough for me to say ok fuck this im not going to do this to myself lol
Edited by Mof (12/16/19 09:09 PM)
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