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 dirtyneedle
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 Re: do u kill yourself?  [Re: Rider420]
#835021 - 12/04/18 07:09 PM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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try not get in such a negative thinking like that and realize alot of "fake happiness" is used and they dont even care, like i'd rather be without it, shit like cocaine man its no good and so is ecstasy its not good, when shall i be free? when i shall cease to be; no more i, but we, in perfect harmony.
jus sayin 
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Dr. Siekadellyk
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle]
#835022 - 12/04/18 08:57 PM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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Do drugs instead. 
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dirtyneedle
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i'm stressing about the dentist. And w00t for updating xbox for halo 5
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 Thebooedocksaint
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle] 1
#835029 - 12/05/18 08:42 PM (6 years, 30 days ago) |
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I can't wait to hit the dentist up. Them wisdom teeth worn down to gumline. lol
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dirtyneedle
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well im feeling anxiety 
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle]
#835071 - 12/11/18 08:51 PM (6 years, 24 days ago) |
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I am anxiety.
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dirtyneedle
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dont fuk up br0 
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RaRaRasputin
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle]
#835106 - 12/13/18 06:54 PM (6 years, 22 days ago) |
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Quote:
dirtyneedle said:
when u sick of it anymore
No balls, bet ya won't.
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dirtyneedle
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i will admit to suicidal depression ... my clozaril is for curbing suicidal behavior and i still hate it 
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RaRaRasputin
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle]
#835109 - 12/14/18 09:38 AM (6 years, 21 days ago) |
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I know the life of depression pretty well, opiat dependency compounds the affects. Honestly it's harder to kill yourself than you think. Only advice if so is don't do it inside of anything. Outside and away from Shit. I've had to be the clean up crew to someone blowing their head off and there's way more blood in the human body than you ever thought. Also don't gas yourself, that clean up is super fucked also.
Best option in my opinion is to find a good drug to be a crutch to, I advise pot. Opium is the best at making you feel loved and fulfilled but it doesn't last long and has some serious draw backs mentally.
None drug option, get a loving dog. I use to own a sweet dog until a pack of wolves killed it. Lost alot of happiness that day, love that isn't conditional is the best for filling the "hole" of depression.
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dirtyneedle
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well its good to hang in there 
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Data
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Quote:
RaRaRasputin said:
Honestly it's harder to kill yourself than you think.
God dammit Rasputin wtf are you doing out of your urn???
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RaRaRasputin
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: Data]
#835124 - 12/16/18 11:00 AM (6 years, 19 days ago) |
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Yeah, when you sit there with a gun to your head its hard to consciously pull the trigger, when doping out (opiats not speed) you think you nodded out so hard that's it. Then you wake up. Don't kill yourself unless you are truly determined, it's hard and a waste of time if otherwise.
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dirtyneedle
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speed hella sucks,i don't like it
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RaRaRasputin
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle]
#835143 - 12/17/18 12:26 PM (6 years, 18 days ago) |
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Damn addy bindges
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dirtyneedle
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well i was saying i hate cocaine+heroin because it's that high itself that never was both but one drug that is those two substances. and imo it's the most addictive, maybe not as bad as others but it's a bitch
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle] 2
#835176 - 12/21/18 04:19 AM (6 years, 14 days ago) |
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I once ate 6 plates at a chinaman buffet. I regretted it for hours. I so very much wanted to off myself, but didn't. I knew the bloatedness would eventually pass and it did. This was so long ago. You know what? I learned from this exp too.
If you know you're going to throw down at a buffet later, dont load up at arbys. 2 beef n cheddars was a lot a food for one to eat on the way to the buffet.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Data
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: poor boy]
#835179 - 12/21/18 05:54 AM (6 years, 14 days ago) |
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Impossible,
Poor boys don't have the $$ for 2 beef n cheddars AND chinaman's buffet...that's more of a trash boy meal.
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dirtyneedle
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: Data]
#835180 - 12/21/18 12:08 PM (6 years, 14 days ago) |
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wrroied about these tensions i feel.....
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Re: do u kill yourself? [Re: dirtyneedle] 1
#835181 - 12/21/18 12:19 PM (6 years, 14 days ago) |
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Just put the dirtyneedle down now.
And just walk away.
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