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 iStoner
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 Re: Just a Little Update  [Re: Picklez]
#724452 - 04/02/14 11:28 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Picklez said:
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iStoner said:
It doesn't count.
definitely doesnt count, i didnt get high
it's a sign.
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 Picklez
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#724455 - 04/03/14 01:10 AM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yep, fail.
I might try and order a small batch of kratom once I get working and have a little money saved but nothing else until then
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UltimateDevotion
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724457 - 04/03/14 05:56 AM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Go grab a few cans of air duster, you'll get high. 
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poor boy
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Air duster? That's childs play. What he needs to do is huff freeon.
And it does count. He bought poppies for the sole purpose of getting high. On a side note... I'm gonna pick some poppy up on the way home and then eat a fat dose of kratom.
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Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Picklez
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: poor boy]
#724480 - 04/03/14 01:31 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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You dont fail a drug test based on intent
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drawde
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724487 - 04/03/14 03:12 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Touché
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: drawde]
#724492 - 04/03/14 05:38 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Kratom would count as falling off the wagon as well.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
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iStoner
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hawksapprentice said:
Kratom would count as falling off the wagon as well.
bullshit
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UltimateDevotion
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#724495 - 04/03/14 06:15 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Harry Detroit in 304 made one last promise now
"I'm goin out without a trace, a vanishing act before your eyes"
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Picklez
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
Kratom would count as falling off the wagon as well.
How do you figure?
The only people I have to answer to is myself and probation and neither one of those people consider kratom to be a violation
The only time I would consider it falling off the wagon is when you substitute kratom use for another drug and use kratom on a regular basis to cope with not being high
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poor boy
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724554 - 04/04/14 12:23 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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I would like to see a written consent from your po stating that kratom is okay.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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iStoner
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: poor boy]
#724565 - 04/04/14 01:31 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im honestly surprised you dont use kratom more often KP, it'd probably be your
best bet whenever you're having bad cravings or whatever. It's better than
shooting up some H, or drinking some morphine. IMO.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#724568 - 04/04/14 02:11 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well that is what you are doing Picklez. You are wanting that opiate high, why else would you be trying poppy seed tea, and kratom. It's not a matter of having to answer to your PO.
Staying clean means exactly that, not doing mind altering substances. And since kratom is just that, and mimics an opiate high, that would be falling off the wagon.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
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Picklez
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Meh, I am happy with where I am at... That is the first time I even tried to get poppy seeds and I havent used kratom at all yet
I dont drink any more or smoke cigarettes... using poppy seeds one time in almost 2 months is fine by me and ultimately myself is the only person I answer to
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724591 - 04/04/14 04:28 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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But it is still falling off the wagon.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
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Picklez
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
But it is still falling off the wagon.
Maybe to you 
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drawde
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
But it is still falling off the wagon.
If he's telling the truth than that is a bit harsh dude...
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Picklez
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: drawde] 1
#724608 - 04/04/14 06:18 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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He's trying to bring me down to his level 
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SpaceMonkey
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
Well that is what you are doing Picklez. You are wanting that opiate high, why else would you be trying poppy seed tea, and kratom. It's not a matter of having to answer to your PO.
Staying clean means exactly that, not doing mind altering substances. And since kratom is just that, and mimics an opiate high, that would be falling off the wagon.
I would have to agree with this. And I can talk from experience as I'm sure many can. If you pickles want to be clean, you need to stop chasing the "dragon". Until you do that, you will be continually at the mercy of the addiction.
We who have been down the opiate path, know how to find that similar feeling. Kratom, can be a good thing if your coming off opies. But poppy pods, and any other Opie derivatives are only gonna throw you back into old habits!
Picklez, I wish you the best.... I have been battling this stupid addiction for many years of my life. And know that if you are serious about "kicking it". Then the only answer is to NOT surround yourself with users, NOT be looking for similar highs, and to just not dismiss the fact that you are an addict and keep yourself on track. FYI, poppy anything can test you positive for opiates!
Good luck with your demons Picklez, and know that you are the keeper of your destiny. You alone hold the keys to success!
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Picklez
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: SpaceMonkey]
#724611 - 04/04/14 07:01 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im not worried about it.. I have 2 months clean under my belt and before that I had almost 10 months clean
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