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 stateofmind404
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Registered: 11/28/12
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 Anxiety - 
#702741 - 12/27/13 11:25 PM (11 years, 10 days ago) |
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clearly everyone here smokes, or has smoked cannabis at some point in their life...
My question is simple - how many of you guys have bad anxiety like me? Mine wasn't so bad growing up, but i definitely developed it during my teen years and now in my twenties i seem to be getting worse in the way of social anxiety - i barely leave my house now. When i smoke, i can't be around people at all, not even people i have known for a long long time. I become very socially awkward and more introverted than i normally am.
If you do have anxiety, how does it affect your smoking habits? how does your smoking habits affect your anxiety?
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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I used to have real bad social anxiety all the way up until about 23 years old
To me it is something that you eventually grow out of
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 poor boy
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Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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I have this exact same problem. I use to live right outside of canada about 15 years ago and we were, at the time, getting some of the best buds. For cheap too, 150 an oz. There were multiple times where I could smoke an entire oz to myself in 1 weekkend while going out and doin shit with no problem. Now, if I take 1 hit from some shit weed I go into this paranoid thought loop process. Its weird and it sucks. I just sit there, quite, seeming like a brain dead retard just thinking away. Thing is, they are always neg thoughts.
Now, I don't smoke, at all. However, I do eat eddies and when I do, I treat them as if I were about to trip. I do get minor thought loops, but the enjoyables out weigh the neg effects. I also make sure I don't have anything planned. I think if I were to keep this consistent then I could build up a tolarence and be able to control it.
Its like being an xman! Let the eddies be your professor xaviar and let POs mouth be a pretty little mutant you wanna turn inside out with your morphing mutant dick!
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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UltimateDevotion
TwistedByDesign
Registered: 11/23/12
Posts: 5,935
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Re: Anxiety - [Re: poor boy]
#702798 - 12/28/13 08:30 AM (11 years, 10 days ago) |
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Harry Detroit in 304 made one last promise now
"I'm goin out without a trace, a vanishing act before your eyes"
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P-O
Registered: 10/08/11
Posts: 17,891
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simple solution .... smoke less till your tolerance is higher...
instead smokin a fatty, smoke half, or a pin dogger
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stateofmind404
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Registered: 11/28/12
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Last seen: 5 years, 7 months
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Re: Anxiety - [Re: P-O]
#702848 - 12/28/13 10:38 AM (11 years, 9 days ago) |
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I haven't had any weed since about april before i got arrested. when i go back to it in august, I am pretty sure my tolerance is going to be down to the point where one hit will send me into the cosmos just like when i started. take smaller hits then ? Lol
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bEelzeBosS
Are my eyes red?
Registered: 11/15/13
Posts: 706
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Im the same way, always have been. I get paranoid as hell and start thinking about all the bad decisions Ive made in life. Then I feel like I'm a horrible dad for being high even though I only do it when they're with their mother.
I very rarely smoke because of all this, the only time I have recently was to test my own product.
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poor boy
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Registered: 06/07/13
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Quote:
UltimateDevotion said:
Arnt you a giggly little bastard today...
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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UltimateDevotion
TwistedByDesign
Registered: 11/23/12
Posts: 5,935
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Re: Anxiety - [Re: poor boy]
#702876 - 12/28/13 11:54 AM (11 years, 9 days ago) |
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You wouldn't call me a little bastard if I was throwing a keg of whoop ass up on ya followed by a triple swing scissor kickin to yer temple, bitch!
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Harry Detroit in 304 made one last promise now
"I'm goin out without a trace, a vanishing act before your eyes"
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