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 FRACTALife
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#648141 - 11/26/12 09:40 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Got a script for 60 .50mg pills a month.
That's like 30mg a month.
That's a mg a day. I haven't taken benzos in a couple weeks now, and I like not using them, but I'm gonna get these filled to use maybe one or two times a week. I'll save the rest up to binge on every once in a while or to trade with a friend. 
I might need some of these to get through this sore throat and flu/fever, might be strep. If it's this bad in the morning I'm going to the doctor/ER tomorrow. Maybe I'll get an opiate syrup or something. That'd be nice with xanax and bud.  
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I really only truly enjoyed benzo's when I was using oxy along with them. 3-4 30's and two bars was always a good night. Otherwise I really enjoy them to help come down off of a trip or when I'm having trouble sleeping.
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iStoner
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 Re: Xanax [Re: coda]
#648148 - 11/26/12 10:10 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Benzo's make the marijuana high feel like how it's supposed to feel.
i find them very theraputic, however my addictive personality makes me abuse them.
Amphetamines and benzo's would have to be my drugs of choice.
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volcomstoner
Just one more xanax
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Re: Xanax [Re: iStoner]
#648151 - 11/26/12 10:29 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Benzos are definitely my drug of choice fucking love them, especially with some sort of opiate and weed 
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mhbound
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Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648289 - 11/27/12 03:15 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
mhbound said:
Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
I'm gonna just have to ditto this one.
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iStoner
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
Quote:
mhbound said:
Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
I'm gonna just have to ditto this one.
from personal experience, i'd have to agree with these two.
go back and read your posts, from before you started using, to now.
You'll see, if yo have doubts.
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P-O
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Re: Xanax [Re: iStoner]
#648354 - 11/27/12 10:25 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Lucid
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Re: Xanax [Re: P-O]
#648359 - 11/27/12 11:25 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Have fun getting addicted to those, You're young and think you got it figured out. Oops pow surprise, life is gona blind ya eyes 
Edited by Lucid (11/27/12 11:25 PM)
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still beLIEve
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Re: Xanax [Re: Lucid]
#648377 - 11/28/12 01:58 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah benzos are a real slippery slope and you don't really realize it until it's too late. And like what was mentioned above, the addiction is the worst. I've been seriously addicted to both xanax and opiates and although the opiate addiction was much worse, it didn't wreck as much havoc on my body and life as benzos have. You don't seem like the type of person that is gonna do anything too wild on xanax, but that is another downfall of them to me - Once I get in a blackout I get really wild and generally don't stop until I run out, pass out, or get arrested. So keep that in mind as well.
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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mhbound
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FRACTALife
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648452 - 11/28/12 03:34 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Okay, wow. 
I appreciate all your guys worry and concern for me, but I am really not addicted or going to become addicted to xanax. I do realize xanax is one of those substances that is really easy to lose control with, and I don't doubt I could become addicted if I'm not careful.
When I was first prescribed xanax I used them as prescribed exactly, one 0.25mg three times a day as needed. This was a couple years ago or more and I would never take more than 0.25-.5 mg at a time, and would never go over the allotted amount. And I would only take them on weekdays.
Even though that small dose never gave me much of any feeling to get addicted to I hated using them everyday, it made me feeling cranky and a little zombie like. So after a couple years of xanax at that dose I stopped using them 100% and got my medical card and I totally replaced my xanax with weed. 
After a few months of being totally off them I began to use them occasionally for anxiety, like .25-5mg before class or something else I'd be stressed about.
I'd been using them like that for a while, maybe using them for a couple days to a week out of the month, but nothing more. I find them helpful for sleep and the rare panic attack but I prefer the way my body feels without.
A month or two ago I noticed the large stockpile of xanax I acquired from not using my script, so I did go a little crazy with them. I had quite a few nights were I would binge and take 1-4mg and the rest I traded with friends for more weed.
I actually don't care for the benzo "high" that much, but it's relaxing.
Now that I have this new prescription I am going to be responsible and not waste them, and definitely not run out of them before my next refill.
Yesterday it was 12 days without taking any benzos, I checked.
I took about 3mg yesterday all together, but .5mg of it was early in the day. The other 2.5mgs were at night as I was suffering very badly from my sore throat and those really helped me chill out.
I'm still feeling sick today from whatever I have but I slept until like one (partly from the xanax I suppose) but it really was good for me, I needed the sleep and hopefully it will help me heal.
I haven't take any benzos at all today and don't plan to.
Again, I appreciate everyone's concern and will make sure to keep in the mind the addictive dangers of this drugs.
I promise I'll be good.
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Hawksresurrection
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I'm glad that you think you have a handle on it, but
"I appreciate all your guys worry and concern for me, but I am really not addicted or going to become addicted to xanax"
This is exactly what addicts say.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
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FRACTALife
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It's also what people who aren't addicts say 
If there is anything I am "addicted" to, it's cannabis or adderall.
And I know I'm not REALLY addicted to cannabis, I just love it with all my heart, it's psychically impossible and I have no problem taking a break from weed.
I guess I may be physically addicted to adderall, but when I'm ready all I need is a few days to feel a little shitty and I'm good. I never take over what my script calls for also.
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Edited by FRACTALife (11/28/12 03:43 PM)
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Hawksresurrection
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Well there's nothing we can say. But you really should be way more careful with this.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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FRACTALife
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Please enlighten me to how I should be being "way more careful". I haven't taken any today and don't plan to take any the next few days or anything.
I saw you making posts about how you get a k-pin script each month and eat them all and then don't do any.
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Hawksresurrection
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Not at all, I don't have a script, I get maybe 5-10 tabs every few MONTHS. Just taking a day or two here and there isn't enough.
There's a reason everyone on here is trying to help you, because we all see it. A lot of us have been there and know what were talking about.
Being way more careful would be doing them every few weeks, once a month, shit like that. And just because you're following the direction on the prescription doesn't mean that wont cause an addiction. A whole shit ton of people get addicted just by following their doctors guidelines.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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FRACTALife
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Cool well I'll keep that in mind and wait a while before taking them again.
I might take just 1 or 2 for an actual panic attack scenario but I'll wait quite a while before taking a larger amount in a non anxiety situation and I'll try to not use them at all period.
I really don't like them that much so it's not a huge deal to me 
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FRACTALife
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Though if I end up getting an opaite syrup for this sore throat I have to try a xanny/opiate combo once.
I never do opiates so I'd wanna try it while I had em both 
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RasJeph
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opiate syrup is so fucking good.
sprite, jolly rancher, Styrofoam cup haha
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Why should that mean it isn't real?
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