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#648141 - 11/26/12 09:40 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Got a script for 60 .50mg pills a month.
That's like 30mg a month.
That's a mg a day. I haven't taken benzos in a couple weeks now, and I like not using them, but I'm gonna get these filled to use maybe one or two times a week. I'll save the rest up to binge on every once in a while or to trade with a friend. 
I might need some of these to get through this sore throat and flu/fever, might be strep. If it's this bad in the morning I'm going to the doctor/ER tomorrow. Maybe I'll get an opiate syrup or something. That'd be nice with xanax and bud.  
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I really only truly enjoyed benzo's when I was using oxy along with them. 3-4 30's and two bars was always a good night. Otherwise I really enjoy them to help come down off of a trip or when I'm having trouble sleeping.
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 Re: Xanax [Re: coda]
#648148 - 11/26/12 10:10 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Benzo's make the marijuana high feel like how it's supposed to feel.
i find them very theraputic, however my addictive personality makes me abuse them.
Amphetamines and benzo's would have to be my drugs of choice.
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Re: Xanax [Re: iStoner]
#648151 - 11/26/12 10:29 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Benzos are definitely my drug of choice fucking love them, especially with some sort of opiate and weed 
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Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648289 - 11/27/12 03:15 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
I'm gonna just have to ditto this one.
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iStoner
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
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mhbound said:
Fractal, you are slowly slipping in to addiction. I've seen it too many times. You keep saying, "oh I will just use them every once in awhile", and then you start doing it more and more. Unless you were making it up I saw you post maybe 7 days ago about using them. I'm not saying its bad I'm addicted like a mother fucker to them, but, don't fool yourself...You are addicted to them, maybe not to the severity that I or others are, but you are on your way. Careful, just looking out...Xanax addiction is the worst I don't care what anyone says. I have been hooked on all kinds of shit but benzos take the cake.
I'm gonna just have to ditto this one.
from personal experience, i'd have to agree with these two.
go back and read your posts, from before you started using, to now.
You'll see, if yo have doubts.
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Re: Xanax [Re: iStoner]
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Re: Xanax [Re: P-O]
#648359 - 11/27/12 11:25 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Have fun getting addicted to those, You're young and think you got it figured out. Oops pow surprise, life is gona blind ya eyes 
Edited by Lucid (11/27/12 11:25 PM)
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Re: Xanax [Re: Lucid]
#648377 - 11/28/12 01:58 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah benzos are a real slippery slope and you don't really realize it until it's too late. And like what was mentioned above, the addiction is the worst. I've been seriously addicted to both xanax and opiates and although the opiate addiction was much worse, it didn't wreck as much havoc on my body and life as benzos have. You don't seem like the type of person that is gonna do anything too wild on xanax, but that is another downfall of them to me - Once I get in a blackout I get really wild and generally don't stop until I run out, pass out, or get arrested. So keep that in mind as well.
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See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648452 - 11/28/12 03:34 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Okay, wow. 
I appreciate all your guys worry and concern for me, but I am really not addicted or going to become addicted to xanax. I do realize xanax is one of those substances that is really easy to lose control with, and I don't doubt I could become addicted if I'm not careful.
When I was first prescribed xanax I used them as prescribed exactly, one 0.25mg three times a day as needed. This was a couple years ago or more and I would never take more than 0.25-.5 mg at a time, and would never go over the allotted amount. And I would only take them on weekdays.
Even though that small dose never gave me much of any feeling to get addicted to I hated using them everyday, it made me feeling cranky and a little zombie like. So after a couple years of xanax at that dose I stopped using them 100% and got my medical card and I totally replaced my xanax with weed. 
After a few months of being totally off them I began to use them occasionally for anxiety, like .25-5mg before class or something else I'd be stressed about.
I'd been using them like that for a while, maybe using them for a couple days to a week out of the month, but nothing more. I find them helpful for sleep and the rare panic attack but I prefer the way my body feels without.
A month or two ago I noticed the large stockpile of xanax I acquired from not using my script, so I did go a little crazy with them. I had quite a few nights were I would binge and take 1-4mg and the rest I traded with friends for more weed.
I actually don't care for the benzo "high" that much, but it's relaxing.
Now that I have this new prescription I am going to be responsible and not waste them, and definitely not run out of them before my next refill.
Yesterday it was 12 days without taking any benzos, I checked.
I took about 3mg yesterday all together, but .5mg of it was early in the day. The other 2.5mgs were at night as I was suffering very badly from my sore throat and those really helped me chill out.
I'm still feeling sick today from whatever I have but I slept until like one (partly from the xanax I suppose) but it really was good for me, I needed the sleep and hopefully it will help me heal.
I haven't take any benzos at all today and don't plan to.
Again, I appreciate everyone's concern and will make sure to keep in the mind the addictive dangers of this drugs.
I promise I'll be good.
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I'm glad that you think you have a handle on it, but
"I appreciate all your guys worry and concern for me, but I am really not addicted or going to become addicted to xanax"
This is exactly what addicts say.
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FRACTALife
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It's also what people who aren't addicts say 
If there is anything I am "addicted" to, it's cannabis or adderall.
And I know I'm not REALLY addicted to cannabis, I just love it with all my heart, it's psychically impossible and I have no problem taking a break from weed.
I guess I may be physically addicted to adderall, but when I'm ready all I need is a few days to feel a little shitty and I'm good. I never take over what my script calls for also.
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Hawksresurrection
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Well there's nothing we can say. But you really should be way more careful with this.
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FRACTALife
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Please enlighten me to how I should be being "way more careful". I haven't taken any today and don't plan to take any the next few days or anything.
I saw you making posts about how you get a k-pin script each month and eat them all and then don't do any.
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Not at all, I don't have a script, I get maybe 5-10 tabs every few MONTHS. Just taking a day or two here and there isn't enough.
There's a reason everyone on here is trying to help you, because we all see it. A lot of us have been there and know what were talking about.
Being way more careful would be doing them every few weeks, once a month, shit like that. And just because you're following the direction on the prescription doesn't mean that wont cause an addiction. A whole shit ton of people get addicted just by following their doctors guidelines.
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FRACTALife
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Cool well I'll keep that in mind and wait a while before taking them again.
I might take just 1 or 2 for an actual panic attack scenario but I'll wait quite a while before taking a larger amount in a non anxiety situation and I'll try to not use them at all period.
I really don't like them that much so it's not a huge deal to me 
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Though if I end up getting an opaite syrup for this sore throat I have to try a xanny/opiate combo once.
I never do opiates so I'd wanna try it while I had em both 
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opiate syrup is so fucking good.
sprite, jolly rancher, Styrofoam cup haha
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Re: Xanax [Re: RasJeph]
#648487 - 11/28/12 05:39 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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And with benzo it's an awesome high. But be careful, it can be a dangerous combo.
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FRACTALife
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How much xanax with a normal amount of cough syrup is too much?
I might not even go to docs but just in case.
Do you guys like the GG 257 pearl colored ovals?
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They're all the same drug, I know people say they can tell a difference. I don't believe it though.
So I would take enough of the syrup till I'm high, then take maybe 1mg xanax. The nods are pretty awesome in all honesty.
I did have a friend die because of it though. So don't start doing more and more in a short amount of time. Really let it take some time to set in.
And yes, I know that I'm being super hypocritical telling you all this after what I was just telling you.
Stone, if what I just told him is against the rules just let me know.
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Edited by Hawksresurrection (11/28/12 05:50 PM)
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FRACTALife
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Cool good advice I won't go over a mg with syrup.
What dose of xanax do your personally like when using it alone or with just bud?
Not in combo with opiates/alcohol.
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1mg usually. I've gone over and it was just too much for me. I don't eat em often enough, 3 mgs put me out.
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FRACTALife
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How do you like weed with benzos?
Do you enjoy the combo or do you not like to smoke on benzos?
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Hawksresurrection
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I don't really smoke much at all anyways, but when I did smoke more, I didn't like doing so on pills.
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FRACTALife
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Really? Why don't you smoke much anymore?
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Fractal, knock it off with the pills man. Seriously. That's a long hard road and if you travel on it long enough you'll never get off it.
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Re: Xanax [Re: Lucid]
#648530 - 11/28/12 10:51 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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If youre taking them to get fucked up, then youre already taking too much...
I used to be the same way man, and then I completely fucked my life up from benzos, my tolerance is so high i dont feel a damn thing from 10mg xanax and i havent taken a benzo in over a month. Especially benzos man they catch up with ya reeeaaal quick and you never realize it till its too fuckin late and your waking up in jail.
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Hawksresurrection
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Yup, maybe every couple weeks if that. Just grew out of being stoned all the time.
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Using .25 mg per 3 times per day is considered addicted to them. Argue with me if you want, I've been using them long enough to know.
You keep rationalizing your usage of substances, "I never use opiates so I want to try this opiate/xanax combo once". I could go on and on with the reasons why you say its okay to do what you are doing. You will use it that once and then wake up the next day with more syrup leftover and do it again. You might not tell us, it will happen.
Like I said, I could careless if you take 100 mg of xanax per day, sometimes I get close, but take it from people much older than you and who have a whole lot more experience than you.
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648568 - 11/29/12 10:57 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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GG = Sandoz(good quality), they are my second favorite to the Greenstone..American made anyway.
Hawk, I have had people try to fool me by closing my eyes, believe me I can tell a difference. There are different generations of generics, even my doctor agrees with me. Some people may not be able to tell as much, but when you have taken them like I have for as long as I have, you can tell a difference.
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648570 - 11/29/12 11:22 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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I can see fractal going far in life
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Re: Xanax [Re: P-O]
#648575 - 11/29/12 11:44 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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He'll do better than me for sure.
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Re: Xanax [Re: mhbound]
#648576 - 11/29/12 11:46 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
mhbound said:
He'll do better than me for sure.
fuck that. your rockin at life bro .
as long as ur not addicted to benzos and allergy meds your good to go.
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Re: Xanax [Re: P-O]
#648601 - 11/29/12 03:23 PM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Well MH is actually taking it for legitimate medical reasons, not oh I'm 18 and have anxiety. I mean come on, I know some people really do have a lot of anxiety to deal with, but at 18 I think that you shouldn't be relying on benzos already.
But what do I know.
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FRACTALife
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Well I am on my iPhone so this is brief but I'll post more later.
And I am pretty stoned and iPhones suck for the growery.
Thanks for the compliments, it rely meant a lot and you are all great people.
Hawk, I was prescribed a shit ton or worse stuff from when I was young, like elementary school & when i was in middle school I was many different SSRI's, amphetamines, Seroquel, and eventually benzos. I used to have horrible anxiety and OCD. I missed a lot of school in my first couple years of high school, but then I started to turn things around by getting off the meds I didn't like, facing my self through meditation and psychedelics, switching to medical marihuana instead of pills.
Years later I am much more well adjusted positive person who still suffers from some mild anxiety but nothing I can't handle. The docs like to give me xanax for that, I let them but I know I feel better just using weed to treat it and I know xanax is not my friend. It is medical but I have been overdoing it a little I admit and after hating how I felt half the time today i am gonna stop using them 100% like I was doing before.
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I hope ya do man. Addiction is a bitch. I'd hate to see ya go through it.
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This thread is a big part of why I love Growery...tough love, and real discussion of drug use/abuse. You guys are fantastic. 
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BlueBerry_Swisher said:I want French fries. No, I want a penis French. Thank you. I'm so excited. I can not contain myself. Now I eat chocolate. It is so good. I'm trying to rub it all over myself. And then lick. Now I need a hot shower. The end.
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MFDoom666
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you got any meth bro?
good to see you back ren.
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They should teach african engineering at the college level. mcgyver 101
Harry_Ba11sach said:
Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
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81renaissance
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I'm passing out speedballs like candy!
Get 'em while they're hot!
I call 'em the Mitch Hedberg special.
too soon?
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BlueBerry_Swisher said:I want French fries. No, I want a penis French. Thank you. I'm so excited. I can not contain myself. Now I eat chocolate. It is so good. I'm trying to rub it all over myself. And then lick. Now I need a hot shower. The end.
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MFDoom666
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never too soon for comedy.
free heroin and cocaine for everybody that brings a syringe.
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FurrowedBrow said:
They should teach african engineering at the college level. mcgyver 101
Harry_Ba11sach said:
Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
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81renaissance
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I've got some spore syringes for king size vein jabbing.
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"So it goes."
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BlueBerry_Swisher said:I want French fries. No, I want a penis French. Thank you. I'm so excited. I can not contain myself. Now I eat chocolate. It is so good. I'm trying to rub it all over myself. And then lick. Now I need a hot shower. The end.
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MFDoom666
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i use those to squirt a mixture of grain alcohol, mdma, and crystal meth into my backside before i hit up a new bath house.
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FurrowedBrow said:
They should teach african engineering at the college level. mcgyver 101
Harry_Ba11sach said:
Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
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FRACTALife
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I honestly haven't and won't but this was a good reminder.
And I agree 81.
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mhbound
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 I wan't some meth and heroin combo.
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iStoner
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Quote:
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I hope ya do man. Addiction is a bitch. I'd hate to see ya go through it.
yeah 8 months ago, i tried klonopin, and xanax.
Saw a post of mine on the shroomery.
was something along the lines of
"i don't really see how you can get addicted to these things,
i would never abuse them. Maybe a few times a month at most.."
now, i feind for fucking benzo's.
BE CAREFUL. i wouldn't even recommend once a week.
However you know yourself better than we know you,
so just at least take in consideration the people who've been there.
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