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 Manitou
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 Re: The post when you smoke thread!  [Re: Manitou]
#640272 - 10/13/12 05:03 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Pour un instant, j'ai respiré très fort
Ça m'a permis de visiter mon corps
Des inconnus vivent en roi chez moi
Moi qui avait accepté leurs lois
J'ai perdu mon temps à gagner du temps
J'ai besoin de me trouver une histoire à me conter
Pour instant j'ai oublié mon nom
Harmonium - Pour un instant
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Spenner]
#640273 - 10/13/12 05:11 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I wish I could just say, I dont love this and will love everything forever from now on, but its just too hard to see through it these days, some parts of my fractured fractal mind is botherd by the constellations that im screaming at man...
I know what I want and what im going for, even why and why theres nothing else left
And sometimes when you wish for something, and you know you need that thing more than anything in the world, not always something else comes in and says you can just love this instead, but you cant love his new thing cause then everything would be chaos forever and nothing good would ever come and you would forever be dellusionized by everything and your whole world turns blacker momement by moment, your despair gets so grim that you can only cling to those few things you know that you love.
If I lose the one I love, life is never becomming true happiness, cause I would have to rewrite something that you cannot rewrite out of love.
That would be like saying love doesnt exist but you have to do it anyway just to be tortured.... I dont get it and I am completly lost
this song somehow fits my mood alot these days......
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Spenner
The Spenner
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640277 - 10/13/12 05:20 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I understand by using the feelings depicted in that song, I feel for ya. Things don't like to fix themselves overnight, don't anticipate it happening, have as much patience as you can allow yourself  it will pay off. Don't let yourself be discouraged by reaching another dead end in the maze. That just leaves another path off the list, and narrowing down what the right path is. As long as you can of course remember the paths you've already taken that haven't worked out =P
This probably isn't everyone's cuppa tea but i've been enjoying this~
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Spenner]
#640278 - 10/13/12 05:23 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I getcha somewhere, it feels like this time pocket was already almost emptied out, left nothing but air? I feel ya somewhere brah..
its just, I already know all the paths, I already know where ive been, hell I see the path that leads to where I wanna go, I just cant feel how I move my feet, like im falling in blinds down a freefall forever fall..
Just falling hearing kind words every once in a while, having the oldest soul in the world doesnt help, im just here, trying to love you, but I barely even hear myself, the beat runs but the love wont come?!
I aint worth shit...
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640279 - 10/13/12 05:24 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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and the insanity...
I dont wanna talk about the insanity...
good luck
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Spenner
The Spenner
Registered: 08/22/11
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640280 - 10/13/12 05:27 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Do you really know all the paths though? I wouldn't let yourself be too confident of that, it'll dampen down the possibilities that you might be overlooking  but again, this isn't always an overnight thing. Realization of things outside of one's normal mindframe, or a different view of all of what they typically are observing, is something that needs to be pried out and sought for. It is rare to have enlightenment that is spontaneous out of nothing, but not unheard of~
Ah, don't talk about the insanity or sanity, it's all just one experience. Don't compare, just be as you are this is the moment where you have decision.
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Spenner]
#640283 - 10/13/12 05:38 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have no desicion, I have love to keep me going, I dunno what to do now.
The walls are talking and I can hear em' theyre telling me to do right... to do wat I need to do...
Im eternally lost, and I just hope for my prayers to be heard and compassion to come smiling at me
Even if I have to give up all I ever loved, just to get... something I never wanted and dont ever really will love, but ill do anything just to make this darned universe happy, anything damnit...
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Spenner
The Spenner
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640291 - 10/13/12 06:21 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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You have kind intentions, i hope karma treats you wisely brutha 
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Spenner]
#640292 - 10/13/12 06:45 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thank you out there, seriously spenner, I needed to talk to someone like you, lemme see if I can come up with anything else to say, you seriously lifted my head abit off the grounds today, especially your last post, hit me straight in the heart :b
I think its all gonna be fine somehow, lifes trouble and lifes good, and I love the animal collective, especially their fireworks song : D
so, something to say before I dissapear to sleep soon... hmm.. I like coffee, helps me think, like sleep breaks my thinking cycle and I have to start over everyday, like an eternal pacman or tetris game and it just gets harder and harder, till you fucking win that stupid game :b
I think were gonna get all we ever wanted and more some day spenner, I really believe that, someday soon too that is, we just need a little more wait damnit...
AND DAMNIT I HATE THE WAITING!!!!!!!!!
Im so lonely! god the despair lol, thank god we have an entire universe inside of us .____________.
ur avatar is pretty trippy too , like a fractal vector of mine :b
Piecin shit together, way up in the sky, everday seems like it gets a bit better everday, with more knowledge and shit, it just also gets so much harder to cope without all the things u wat so badly but just cant have yet, even if you only mean good, but to mean good you gotta really BEHAVE, and wait... fucking wait, god I still hate waiting spenner! save me xD
Like im intentionally walking around the maze in blind, just walking closer and closer to where I wanna be in a blind haze, just waiting to be where I wanted to be, and to what I never answerd earlier
Yes I do know where to go if I wanna go where I really wanna be, I JUST FUCKING CANT GO FOR SOME REASON!!!!
god damnit...
its like something really evil or at least a little evil just took hold one day and grabbed on tight, destroying our minds little by little, while we wait for happiness :b
There they are again, wait and evil, those are some weird words.
We really just have to trancend all evil and become what we always wanted, as close to it as we can get
THIS HAS GOT TO MAKE SENSE SOMEWHERE LOL
DAMNIT I AM SERIOUSLY IN LOOOOOOVEE!!!
GARggsgisd
poem time:
Time is deep
I am derp
The days we wait are eternal
time in it ethernal
we feel screaming beautiful pain
crawling up our dead grandmas leg
on a head full of acid
we see the sphere of love
dig the waves of the dove
the small days get to us and we really feel what we are
the roses grow cynical
we throw the bin around
so close to what we are more than ever,
yarr we go.
years thet pass
us? We fly and we dive
through this eternal deep
that is oureselves
and the eternal wonder?
it can wait
cause im in love with a woman
she has sexy legs.
and many dreads
for we are the eternally lost ones
begging for spare chaynge
finding only love
sparkeling
like a sprite
mocking you
while you spit reason and what was forever to be
free
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Spenner
The Spenner
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640293 - 10/13/12 07:05 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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My mind played a trippy mini-movie as I was reading your poem, really cool how it flows from one idea to the next in a juxtaposing way, when I imagine the imagery for it... almost like I can see the process of thought that was going to imply the next line.
I know the loneliness man, it's rough and barren. It's appearance is infinite, if you try to look at where you think the end of it is. But really, you can't be looking at the ending, you should look down at your feet and feel strongly for where you are in the moment. For what is beneath you is all you have right now, and it's all you need right now. You're alive without them. Getting them is just a bonus. it'll make it all have seemed worth it, but you were strong enough on your own. Your potential excels when you aren't discouraged.
I'm in a long distance relationship, it's very hard to be far away for months at a time. It always pays off to be patient though. I know my situation is different, but there's always the fear of things going wrong because of the gap. I have to try to stay trustworthy and truthful to keep us together, and it's worked so far.
I've had enough depressive episodes to realize that I don't want to feel like it's worth it to hold onto reasons why I can't succeed with nothing to pull me through. Staying suspended in purgatory would be fine by me if it came down to it limbo here we go.
It's the fact that i've been created from nothing that pulls me through. I'm elaborate stardust that is self aware. I was born from nothing. I was nurtured from the same stardust I have become. My mother is in the very DNA that I breathe in. I am just a pupating train of collective thought. Anyone who wants to parallel themselves with me is welcome. Maybe a person i want to parallel myself with is out there. Just far away for the time being
Alright bedtime for me xD
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Spenner]
#640294 - 10/13/12 07:17 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lifes quite the gift : )
Pick up your broken thought and fix it with whatever limb you have that aint broken, makes sense somewhere.
Limbos a pretty cool place imo, love resides there.
And in this morning year its getting stronger than ever, were all gonna agree that its the big one for once, im sure of it, moving balls deep into spirituality : ) its our time to shine and know what we are,
when it comes to love I just say hang in there and wait for karma to give you what you deserve, well all feel the freedom of true love someday. The universe is strong my friend, so is the force :b
The thing I trust the most in in this universe is everyones decending angel, just that one to support all of us,soon to be free for all.
Hard for me to consieve it after all these... millions of years in limbo, ive spent quite the time here in our planes of awakening, actually seen it all from the start, shits quite trippy imo....
Its never worth it to hold onto evil thoughts, just let go and flow with yourself, eternity will take care somehow, this I realize.
We have love, just gotta stick with it, like a carrot on a stick, ive made a lot of songs based on this in my time :b
I tell ya jamaica is a great place with all the sun and weed lol, :b
Paradise is beautiful, the possibilities are endless :>
come at me with anything, now that we got something started here on the forum we might aswell get talking or something :b
I kinda think we have all we need right here where we are, we just nee to work with it from there, try to enjoy it, seems real enough to me.
Breathe in good breathe out good, feel yourself changing an allow the true love in 
Love conquers all, shit I say that everythings great
This song always mellowed me out likes, forever man... everywhere anywhere, a good one, mellow shit : )
My birth was actually without parents lol, I just sorta popped outta limbo when nothing existe with nothing to go by but the thought of making it and making something become real and like me, to just do something and feel this .... feeling of good? that I just felt, weird post eh, and then I just kept on going, meeting shit, creating shit, all of a sudden I sit here a zillion years later thinking of... wut? The birth of me and time?
CRaaazeh
ps
I know ya just wanna be happy, be patient, like u said, were gonna find it brahman : )
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640296 - 10/13/12 07:34 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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And ina long distance relationship, shared dreams and fantasy can be a great cure, a way to be with eachother and not always fade away from eachother, a way to learn about your true love, the one thing you hold dearest inside, you just gotta love that and it all comes out alright, I promis ya, just love the one u love, thats all u need.
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Fisherman
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640297 - 10/13/12 07:39 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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 Stoneth
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Fisherman]
#640298 - 10/13/12 08:00 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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P-O
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: Stoneth]
#640364 - 10/14/12 10:02 AM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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bong hoot time
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FRACTALife
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: P-O]
#640441 - 10/14/12 06:16 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Just smoked a niiiiice bong hit and the medicated glycerine I took earlier must have kicked in too because I am hiiiiigh.  
Just got from the movie Seven Psychopaths. It was fantastic. Totally worth the money. GO SEE IT! 
Had some delicious Jimmy John's too. A Hunter's Club.
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RasJeph
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: FRACTALife]
#640514 - 10/15/12 12:19 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Damn dude, my dog keeps peeing from her allergy shot. I fell down some stairs and then got crushed by a reclining chair. And all the dust from moving this shit has my allergies going fucking crazy.
Andddddd its Monday so I have to work later. Fuck this day.
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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drawde
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: RasJeph]
#640515 - 10/15/12 12:23 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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 Good vibes en route
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King Koopa said:
The amount of pot that Gask smokes is equivalent to a guy shooting heroin on weekends
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drawde
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: drawde]
#640516 - 10/15/12 12:24 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Fuck, I had a paper due this morning that I was going write last night and I got way more high then intended and ended up just listening to music till 4 am. 
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King Koopa said:
The amount of pot that Gask smokes is equivalent to a guy shooting heroin on weekends
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FRACTALife
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Re: The post when you smoke thread! [Re: drawde]
#640594 - 10/15/12 06:35 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hahah nice how much did you smoke?
Just had a bowl and feeling awesome.
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