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benzo's always fuck me up without me even knowing. End up taking a bunch because i think i can't feel them.... then end up hearing stories about that day that i didn't think happened.
haha I got the same problem man, I used to buy up to 70mg of klonopin or xanax, and just keep re-dosing without even realizing. then me and a few friends end up losing a whole week. I'm done with that now but goddamn did I have some fun, I figured it was time to quit when it started getting into legal trouble because of the shit.
I don't like k-pins or xanax really, but I love valium. I ordered a buttload of them with my friends from overseas a few years ago. The last thing I remember was the day I got them, smoking near a river and each of us eating one. After that, the next thing I remember was going to the Cypress Hill concert I went to, which was almost a month later also the day I ran out.
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Why should that mean it isn't real?
anyone ever play with ativan? i can get my hands on a shit load of them. I did kind of promise myself no more benzos though. I seriously don't remember redosing, and i always feel like i have complete recollection of the events, but when i really try to think, i can remember shit god i love hearing the stories though.
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Quote: volcomstoner said: Actually the dumbest would probably be meth and klonopin, because I ended up in jail from that one
o0o0o, elaborate, yuh done got me inchrested
Quote: iStoner said: anyone ever play with ativan? i can get my hands on a shit load of them. I did kind of promise myself no more benzos though. I seriously don't remember redosing, and i always feel like i have complete recollection of the events, but when i really try to think, i can remember shit god i love hearing the stories though.
yeah, i like em too. i can get them pretty much at will, free too. never really taken like a shitload of them or anything. 5 was the most i ever took. 2 at once and then 3 more like 2 or 3 hours later. don't really mess with benzos too, too much cuz i'm not tryin to get to the point of tolerance n withdrawl n shit cuz some people have seizures w'ding from benzos n i've already got problems with that due to a brain tumor n brain cyst, but mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm do i love the feeling of lorazepams.
kinda weird too because i've only done xanax like 2 or 3 times and i wasn't too big on it to be honest. gave me an "i don't give a fuck feeling" (which i know lots of people have ), but it was kind of a scary "i don't give a fuck" feeling in a way. i was about to take my guns out into the middle of the street and just start emptying clips for some reason. had a lot of shit on my mind at the time (still do) and it basically took EVERYTHING in my power not to just walk out there and start doing it. i mean i was ready to do that and all kinds of other crazy shit, like more so than usual really. it was weird dude, i was ready to just wyle the fuck out on a spectacular level dude and like i said it took everything in my power not to. i think like one more xanax more than i took and it definitely would've happened
but with the ativan, it's just a chill feeling and i can control how much chill i want to be, without the "hey, let's go get into some trouble and fuck some shit up just because and see how far i can push it before i end up in handcuffs, again, just because". not really too keen on that to be honest, kinda scary. xanax was the only thing that ever got me that close to that feelin. literally scared the shit out of me to be honest. likes the ativan though. probably been about 3 weeks or a month since i've had any. like i said, try to stay away just so i don't start developing a tolerance and have to worry about w'ding. plus gives me something to look forward to not taking them all the time, kinda like a little treat for myself once in a while, know what i mean? makes them that much better.
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also the day I ran out.
lorazepam.
you mean me?????????????????????????
