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 Miscusi
Grade 10
 
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 I feel like .. 
#611446 - 03/03/12 11:24 PM (13 years, 10 days ago) |
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my head is going to explode.
Like the world is falling apart around me.
I need some fucking xanax STAT.
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"You cant arrest me, im high I cant understand my rights!"
Nanook said:
" People learn differently. Some can observe and gather what they need, others need to do it and experience all the options. One of those options being: burning down a mini fridge. "
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eNtranceAsexit
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 Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611448 - 03/03/12 11:49 PM (13 years, 10 days ago) |
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so quitting... didn't really turn out so good, did it?
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 Hawksresurrection
Registered: 12/04/08
Posts: 13,464
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Ooohh....benzo withdrawal is no fun. Sorry to hear your hurting man.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
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Miscusi
Grade 10
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Posts: 703
Loc: Sunnyvale Trailer Park, C...
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
Ooohh....benzo withdrawal is no fun. Sorry to hear your hurting man.
Not benzo qithdraw, I been off my prescribed 2 bars a day for 8 months, been trading the script for primo med canna.
But my anxiety is to the point now were canna isnt helping. I need benzos.
My mom is very sick atm, Im loosing my mind yall..
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"You cant arrest me, im high I cant understand my rights!"
Nanook said:
" People learn differently. Some can observe and gather what they need, others need to do it and experience all the options. One of those options being: burning down a mini fridge. "
Anything posted by me related to cultivation or illegal activities is purely fictional. It is intended for educational or entertainment purposes only.
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RasJeph
Psycho Pete
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611472 - 03/04/12 11:26 AM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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 fuck thats a lot of xanax a day 
Good vibes brother 
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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Miscusi
Grade 10
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Posts: 703
Loc: Sunnyvale Trailer Park, C...
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: RasJeph]
#611474 - 03/04/12 11:35 AM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Quote:
RasJeph said:
fuck thats a lot of xanax a day
Good vibes brother
doc prescribed me half a bar in morning, half at lunch and a whole one before bedtime.
I have Generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, and pain anxiety.
I have panic attacks if it get too bad 
Listening to Kid Cudi atm smoking a bowl trying to get my head straight.
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"You cant arrest me, im high I cant understand my rights!"
Nanook said:
" People learn differently. Some can observe and gather what they need, others need to do it and experience all the options. One of those options being: burning down a mini fridge. "
Anything posted by me related to cultivation or illegal activities is purely fictional. It is intended for educational or entertainment purposes only.
Please help support the fight for Medical Marijuana in Florida
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611499 - 03/04/12 03:14 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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That sucks bro, hopefully everything works out for your mom.
I am glad I got over my drug addictions. Took me going to jail to make me really stick to it but I feel like a completely different person than I was a year ago. I had a nasty dope habit
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King Koopa
Natty
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Picklez] 1
#611509 - 03/04/12 03:58 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Quote:
KillerPicklez said:
I have a nasty dope habit
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The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking. There are no dues or fees for A.A. membership; we are self-supporting through our own contributions. A.A. is not allied with any sect, denomination, politics, organization or institution; does not wish to engage in any controversy; neither endorses nor opposes any causes. Our primary purpose is to stay sober and help other alcoholics to achieve sobriety.
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Picklez
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: King Koopa]
#611511 - 03/04/12 04:02 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Fuck that dude, I have like 6-7 months of sobriety now
Ive been clean so long I stopped keeping track
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
Posts: 6,838
Loc: Carcosa
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611524 - 03/04/12 05:01 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Anxiety sucks, but you can beat it. This too shall pass. Enjoy that bowl and try to smile.
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iStoner
Astral Beast
Registered: 06/09/10
Posts: 7,176
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: FRACTALife]
#611527 - 03/04/12 06:17 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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yeah i feel you OP
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Hawksresurrection
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Posts: 13,464
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611528 - 03/04/12 06:18 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Have you ever tried meditation????
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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P-O
Registered: 10/08/11
Posts: 17,891
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order some etizolam. cheap good benzos. legal and easy to find (UK) vendors.
They come in blue 1mg pills... so u dont got fuck with a mg scale each time u dose
i got a stash for my comedowns and for LSD nights
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: P-O]
#611550 - 03/04/12 07:56 PM (13 years, 9 days ago) |
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Do you know of a good site to buy from?
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P-O
Registered: 10/08/11
Posts: 17,891
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ya there easy to find on google, budd. just google " order etizolam " . i found a dozens of sites (most are from UK). I wanted a site that took paypal... so it took me a few till i found the vendor the i wanted to you.
The vendor i used has good bulk prices. I got 500 for like $320 . Ive been giving em to friends. Everyone seems to like em for comedowns and shit
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Miscusi
Grade 10
Registered: 12/16/11
Posts: 703
Loc: Sunnyvale Trailer Park, C...
Last seen: 1 year, 9 months
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said:
Have you ever tried meditation????
Actually yes. I can tell you my body and mind are not balance right now. And I havnt been able to quiet my mind long enough to attempt to meditate.
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"You cant arrest me, im high I cant understand my rights!"
Nanook said:
" People learn differently. Some can observe and gather what they need, others need to do it and experience all the options. One of those options being: burning down a mini fridge. "
Anything posted by me related to cultivation or illegal activities is purely fictional. It is intended for educational or entertainment purposes only.
Please help support the fight for Medical Marijuana in Florida
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
Posts: 6,838
Loc: Carcosa
Last seen: 8 years, 13 days
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Miscusi]
#611649 - 03/05/12 07:46 PM (13 years, 8 days ago) |
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I find meditation and cannabis have helped me a lot with my anxiety disorder. I have lots of xanaxs here but I almost never use em' anymore.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: FRACTALife]
#611652 - 03/05/12 08:12 PM (13 years, 8 days ago) |
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Quote:
FRACTALife said:
I find meditation and cannabis have helped me a lot with my anxiety disorder. I have lots of xanaxs here but I almost never use em' anymore.
Ah that's so sad. Xanax with no home is a travesty!!
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
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I always felt more agitated and emotional later in the day when I took xanax
I much prefer smoking weed
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Alounacara
Born to be banned....
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 6,623
Loc: Spicemaster, Texas
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 Re: I feel like .. [Re: FRACTALife] 1
#611721 - 03/06/12 09:45 AM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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xannys made me an emotional girl before
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You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist office
Texas is humongus compared to France
Our Gair, who art in Texas,
Paw Paw be thy Name..
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Stoneth
D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F.
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Posts: 25,079
Loc: No where ville, USA
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Alounacara]
#611730 - 03/06/12 12:15 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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Alounacara said:
xannys made me an emotional girl before
Well now, that there explains a lot.
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Alounacara
Born to be banned....
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Loc: Spicemaster, Texas
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Stoneth]
#611732 - 03/06/12 12:19 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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xannys are gods way of telling me its nitey nite time
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You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist office
Texas is humongus compared to France
Our Gair, who art in Texas,
Paw Paw be thy Name..
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Hawksresurrection
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Posts: 13,464
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Alounacara]
#611747 - 03/06/12 01:21 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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Quote:
Alounacara said:
xannys made me an emotional girl before
And that's different from any other time how?? 
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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Harry_Ba11sach
cannoisseur
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 11,753
Loc: Nepal
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Xanax fuck me in the face. I dunno if I'm super sensitive to benzos or what, but the first time I took a 1mg bar I ran into three walls just trying to get to my couch, and then woke up facedown on the floor 6 hours later. From only 1mg.
SO yeah, not really a xanax kinda person anymore.
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
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1mg is a pretty heavy dose for xanax on your first time. I took 0.25mg as prescribed the first time I took xanax and I ended up falling asleep during a class and waking up super upset. 
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Harry_Ba11sach
cannoisseur
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Loc: Nepal
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: FRACTALife]
#611778 - 03/06/12 02:38 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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Right on. I hear about all these benzo-heads popping 3-6mg like it's no big deal so I figured I was just a pussy or soemthing.
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Hawksresurrection
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3 mg is black out time for me. Those people just eat shit all the time and have a HUGE tolerance
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
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Yeah some people just go straight for large doses and don't know they are taking a lot more than necessary. A whole bar is a pretty large doses, but you can take a lot more especially if you have a tolerance.
I've only taken lower doses but took them frequently a while ago but am glad to say I stopped.
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still beLIEve
State Property..Again
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: FRACTALife]
#611788 - 03/06/12 03:25 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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first time i ever did it i took the pill queen at schools advice and took 2 bars. bad idea.
when i was real bad on them, like back in texas id go through 12-15 2mg bars a day no problem.
so glad im over that. still picking up the pieces though.
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Alounacara
Born to be banned....
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Loc: Spicemaster, Texas
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If you cant get sleepy from 1 2mg bar you need to take a few days off to let your resistance go back down
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You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist office
Texas is humongus compared to France
Our Gair, who art in Texas,
Paw Paw be thy Name..
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RasJeph
Psycho Pete
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Posts: 11,657
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Alounacara]
#611804 - 03/06/12 05:49 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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I never had fun with the things.
I take like .5 and stumble around for like 15 minutes and then find myself sleeping in odd places 4 hours later 
Valiums were very nice though. I could get out of control with those.
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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King Koopa
Natty
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Alounacara]
#611825 - 03/06/12 06:17 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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Quote:
Alounacara said:
If you cant get sleepy from 1 2mg bar you need to take a few days off to let your resistance go back down
Spoken like a wet pussy.
You're bitch to the bone
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Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from alcoholism.
The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking. There are no dues or fees for A.A. membership; we are self-supporting through our own contributions. A.A. is not allied with any sect, denomination, politics, organization or institution; does not wish to engage in any controversy; neither endorses nor opposes any causes. Our primary purpose is to stay sober and help other alcoholics to achieve sobriety.
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
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still beLIEve said:
so glad im over that. still picking up the pieces though.
I hear that
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NobodyImportant
Science Is Subculture
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Tangerines]
#611875 - 03/06/12 09:25 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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when I was younger I would often take 4-8mg in a night with somewhat of a tolerance, wouldnt get blackout too often but i would sleep for 20+ hours sometimes and skip days, shit fucked with my head lots
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ShroomieGirl
Fear and Loathing
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Re: I feel like .. [Re: Alounacara]
#611876 - 03/06/12 09:29 PM (13 years, 7 days ago) |
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Quote:
Alounacara said:
xannys are gods way of telling me its nitey nite time
yessir, or any benzo pretty much in my case.
i have a looowww tolerance for those fuckers.
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Thebooedocksaint
Dead Dictator
Registered: 05/11/09
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Quote:
Harry_Ba11sach said:
Xanax fuck me in the face. I dunno if I'm super sensitive to benzos or what, but the first time I took a 1mg bar I ran into three walls just trying to get to my couch, and then woke up facedown on the floor 6 hours later. From only 1mg.
SO yeah, not really a xanax kinda person anymore.
So... interesting story about my days at pizza hut. Our dish room and kitchen was basically in the same room but with a dividing wall (but no doors). I took a bar and ended up walking face first into the wall.
Only related because of xanax.
Good times.
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Harry_Ba11sach
cannoisseur
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Loc: Nepal
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When you ran into the wall did somebody yell "Oh no! Dobby closed the platform, how will we get to Hogwarts now??"
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still beLIEve
State Property..Again
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Posts: 17,167
Loc: a world thats not my own
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Miscusi
Grade 10
Registered: 12/16/11
Posts: 703
Loc: Sunnyvale Trailer Park, C...
Last seen: 1 year, 9 months
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Quote:
Harry_Ba11sach said:
When you ran into the wall did somebody yell "Oh no! Dobby closed the platform, how will we get to Hogwarts now??"
Thats golden bro. fucking gold.
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"You cant arrest me, im high I cant understand my rights!"
Nanook said:
" People learn differently. Some can observe and gather what they need, others need to do it and experience all the options. One of those options being: burning down a mini fridge. "
Anything posted by me related to cultivation or illegal activities is purely fictional. It is intended for educational or entertainment purposes only.
Please help support the fight for Medical Marijuana in Florida
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