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wire5
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Feel free to ignore my venting.
#602070 - 12/19/11 02:09 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I think I've just about had it. I've finally lost it. I really feel like I could just snap. I just feel the need to vent and write about it. I don't really do facebook, twitter, blog, or anything like that so feel free to ignore me, as this is the only online community I frequent (apart from a couple work sites).
So for starters, and least annoyingly. My friend knocked my bong off the table, it was my baby. Color changing dome perc 10" tall with some nice blue raking. The bottom part had never been cleaned so it was gorgeous (I only cleaned the bowl, percolator, and down stem. Still not super worried as its been promised to be replaced. As such taking suggestions (I tried contacting the maker of that one to see what he can do).
Next, and I'm not 100% sure why this annoys me so much; because I know my dad is prone to this kind of thing. But my parents called me at noon and left a message saying they were putting up the x-mas tree. I woke up at about 1:00. I than took a shower and sent my friend a skype message to come smoke a joint. Well this is where the broken bong comes in. As such we didn't stay long (we had just finished the j). As we were leaving I checked my phone and called my mum back. She had informed me my dad got impatient and started without waiting and they were done. I called here sometime around 1:45 +/- 5 minutes. I didn't have a lot of friends growing up (I moved a lot and was quite shy) so family bull shit really means a lot to me. This is on top of a canceled trip to see my grandparents.
At all the following which have been previously hinted at. Work treats us like middle schoolers, assigning seats and BS. They shafted me on the new shift. The opposing attorny's are threatening to remove my license. I just paid 650 to repair my car. I just pretty much got stood up on the first date I've had in 8 or so months.
If you made it this far I applaud you . If not no biggie. I feel slightly better just having written it.
P.S. I made to sure to proof read it. I'm quite drunk and stoned. My friend took me to a party and I just kinda didn't stop when I got home. Figured no point loosing the buzz. It worked to help take my mind off shit for 5 hours. He's a cool guy, just clumsy......
-------------------- In order to grow good weed you need to be part carpenter, electrician, plumber, biologist, geneticist, chemist, and very willing to get dirty.
I've been working with power tools since I was 8, my dad is an electrical engineer who owned a 280 gal fish tank, and I studied biology with a specialty in genetics. Getting dirty comes naturally. I think my parents inadvertently trained me to be a weed grower.
See what you think on my first try.
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ninja cat 09
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602071 - 12/19/11 02:16 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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wire5
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: ninja cat 09]
#602074 - 12/19/11 02:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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D'aww, thank you.
-------------------- In order to grow good weed you need to be part carpenter, electrician, plumber, biologist, geneticist, chemist, and very willing to get dirty.
I've been working with power tools since I was 8, my dad is an electrical engineer who owned a 280 gal fish tank, and I studied biology with a specialty in genetics. Getting dirty comes naturally. I think my parents inadvertently trained me to be a weed grower.
See what you think on my first try.
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DungenessDank
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602076 - 12/19/11 04:39 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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People are getting their genitals blown off in Iraq, you have nothing to bitch about.
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: DungenessDank]
#602077 - 12/19/11 04:48 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Cunthacker
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5] 2
#602080 - 12/19/11 05:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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RasJeph
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602085 - 12/19/11 06:48 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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This damn season can be pretty stressful homie, don't sweat it too much. Just do what you like and stay up...
Here:
If that doesn't cheer you up at least a little, something is seriously wrong.
-------------------- Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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KaptKid
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: RasJeph]
#602094 - 12/19/11 07:19 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Good way to jump start the day.
-------------------- Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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Fisherman
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: KaptKid]
#602101 - 12/19/11 08:47 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Lol good song to wake up in complete darkness to, again, this happens every other day these days, which means my day is completly dark most of the time ._.
>.> it bothers the world!
So I... play that song on repeat for an hour or something, eating toasts.
without, bowls.....
I have reason to whine god damnit! Im alone and everybody hates me xD
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RasJeph
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: Fisherman]
#602103 - 12/19/11 08:50 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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You're not alone when you gots da growery mannnnnnnnnnnn
-------------------- Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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Fisherman
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: RasJeph]
#602105 - 12/19/11 08:57 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEE
noes
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wire5
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: Fisherman]
#602116 - 12/19/11 11:42 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Thanks everyone. Rasjeph, never heard that song before but I like it. Saddly accurate . An fisherman, I know how you feel; want to start a lonely hearts club.
-------------------- In order to grow good weed you need to be part carpenter, electrician, plumber, biologist, geneticist, chemist, and very willing to get dirty.
I've been working with power tools since I was 8, my dad is an electrical engineer who owned a 280 gal fish tank, and I studied biology with a specialty in genetics. Getting dirty comes naturally. I think my parents inadvertently trained me to be a weed grower.
See what you think on my first try.
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iStoner
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602118 - 12/19/11 11:46 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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fucking hate when people break my pieces, this cop broke my pipe, and looked at me and smiled afterwards
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FurrowedBrow
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602125 - 12/19/11 12:42 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Sounds like you've got it ok to me. When I was in college I volunteered at a place called the Arizona Lost Boys Center. While there I heard a lot of stories of true suffering. Imagine one of those guys reading this post. One who had been forced to watch his mother and sisters raped and then chopped to death with a machette, just before escaping and running through the desert for a couple years to find any kind of safety there was. that's some true suffering. that being said, i really hope things turn up for you. keep your chin up!
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budnectar
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602134 - 12/19/11 02:34 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Those 1st world problem memes always cheer me up when I'm feeling down.
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Fisherman
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: budnectar]
#602136 - 12/19/11 02:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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They really do not deserve our immortality.....
They just don't get it, simple as that.
End of the fucking universe as it was ever known before
now there was only light, and unending amounts of gross bullshit.
gl everyone.
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wire5
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: Fisherman]
#602140 - 12/19/11 02:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I know; you're right furrowed. I don't even normally let shit get to me; it just finally did and I wanted to write about it.
-------------------- In order to grow good weed you need to be part carpenter, electrician, plumber, biologist, geneticist, chemist, and very willing to get dirty.
I've been working with power tools since I was 8, my dad is an electrical engineer who owned a 280 gal fish tank, and I studied biology with a specialty in genetics. Getting dirty comes naturally. I think my parents inadvertently trained me to be a weed grower.
See what you think on my first try.
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Fisherman
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602145 - 12/19/11 03:30 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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haha, fuck reality, this shits fucked up!
cant even think straight, doesnt look like anyone can or will ever care about anyone....
Lets start a mass annihilation some day, so we wont have to bother eachother anymore.....
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FurrowedBrow
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: wire5]
#602146 - 12/19/11 03:54 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
wire5 said: I know; you're right furrowed. I don't even normally let shit get to me; it just finally did and I wanted to write about it.
that's a good step in itself. So is sharing it. turn those feelings into a creative project, art, creative writing, etc.
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Fisherman
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Re: Feel free to ignore my venting. [Re: FurrowedBrow]
#602148 - 12/19/11 04:16 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Art, crust of death.
Reminds yourself of the days that were uncharted of blistering hatred running across the universe, feeding upon the mites in your brain, festering upon the fact that you cant think or give a damned shit about your next ones, creating disorder for all you love and ever noticed, destroying everything you once loved just to see the slightest inclin of a truth. 74 BUT ALL I SEE
Is your stares next to me.
GODFUCKSHITPISS
this is not creative writing, its derearagiative blithing.
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