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 derelict
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 Struggling without some MJ :( 
#574281 - 07/24/11 05:23 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey guys,
I used to browse and post awhile ago but this is the first time back in this place for ages!
I guess I come here today looking for some guidance, some wisdom, some understanding.
Usually i am toking all day no matter what i do,((generally i would have had maybe 4 one paper doobs by 8am on work days with my boss) whether i am working (gardening/farming/landscaping is my job) or chilling/just hanging out with my friends where we smoke, reading a book in the park accompanied by a nice big joint or even before bedtime ripping my second chamber clean....
Last night smoked a half bag with a few friends by the fireplace and played my bali steel pan drum for a few hours...very meditative...was great
woke up this morning had a few cones..damn no more weed!
so i went back to my place and wasn't able to score any dope off my guy!!
This has never happened before!!!
This is the first time in months where i've gone without MJ for more then 5+ hours and i am struggling...can't eat...no appetite..feeling lonely and concerned, lots and lots of thoughts running through my mind,questioning my relationship with my girlfriend, questioning this reality many accept as the norm...
Lucky im scoring tomorrow morning, there is no way i could get through another day without any herb...or maybe i could..but why would i want too...
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Manitou
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574282 - 07/24/11 05:49 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dude I so understand what you mean... I feel the same way, I try not running out of weed anymore, when I see I don't have much left, I just buy another 2 ounces, running out of weed reminds me high school, didn't have a lot of money then, but I sure hated not having my little joint before first classes 
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Pour un instant, j'ai respiré très fort
Ça m'a permis de visiter mon corps
Des inconnus vivent en roi chez moi
Moi qui avait accepté leurs lois
J'ai perdu mon temps à gagner du temps
J'ai besoin de me trouver une histoire à me conter
Pour instant j'ai oublié mon nom
Harmonium - Pour un instant
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derelict
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: Manitou]
#574286 - 07/24/11 06:05 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks for the reply, feels great i'm not alone, well considering the nature of this website i guess it would be silly to think i would be.
I did love my joints before and during high school hah definitely makes the days seem a little bit brighter, much more enjoyable to work 100% blazed even though my work is entirely physical and demands focus i find MJ actually helps me get the jobs done quicker, faster and generally done while in a great motivated mood!
Money isn't an issue like it used to be i can afford an ounce a week generally gets me through, although ill usually buy two and get through it all with mates and friends and family who help out with the $.
so i just found a whole bunch of mix i spilled in my car the other day and rolled it up...not strong enough!!!!
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When I perceive a tree, I would no longer be conscious of the tree; I would literally be
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The man who masters himself is delivered from the force that binds all creatures. GOETHE
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RasJeph
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: Manitou]
#574287 - 07/24/11 06:05 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Fuck dude. I hate running out of weed.
And I hate chasing it even more.
Start growing imo. If you're smoking that much, all you can do is save yourself some money.
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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derelict
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 Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: RasJeph]
#574288 - 07/24/11 06:12 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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I agree one hundred percent.
If only it wasn't illegal,
I feel like smoking is such a major part of my lifestyle, i need to make it my life almost, it is my passion.
I need to move somewhere where it is more commonly accepted to smoke.
Anywhere in the world that welcomes foreigners, not too hard to find a job, easy to obtain working visa and of course legalized herb!!
any suggestions :p?
Edited by derelict (07/24/11 06:24 AM)
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RasJeph
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574290 - 07/24/11 06:31 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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USA has lots of states where you'd be fine.
But FYI, smoking and buying and owning may be just as illegal as growing in your state. Look up local laws man. As far as I'm concerned, by growing you might be breaking the law, but you're cutting out that whole need to buy/drive around with a lot of it to get it home thing which was my biggest concern.
Assuming you're from the US anyway.
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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derelict
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: RasJeph]
#574292 - 07/24/11 06:42 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm from Australia.
What you say is true, Maybe this season we will get an outdoor grow going, it seems to be a neccesity.
15 plants should camouflage nicely in the forest I'm sure the 'peace officers' wouldn't waste resources, time and money on finding 15 plants hah.
Seemed to work fine last time so why not again, just have to be careful and not say a word 
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When I perceive a tree, I would no longer be conscious of the tree; I would literally be
the tree.
The man who masters himself is delivered from the force that binds all creatures. GOETHE
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RasJeph
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574298 - 07/24/11 06:58 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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I just started 5 autoflowers really late in the season, but if my calculations are correct, they should still finish up about a month before everyone elses grow.
I suggest looking into that if you're getting a late start
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Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574315 - 07/24/11 09:08 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry I was so sleepy when you called brother, if I had known you were so in need I would have given you a nug/called my guy!
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574320 - 07/24/11 09:40 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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"5+ hours and struggling"
jesus christ find a hobby.
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drawde
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574321 - 07/24/11 09:46 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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You have a problem guy.
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King Koopa said:
The amount of pot that Gask smokes is equivalent to a guy shooting heroin on weekends
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DungenessDank
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: drawde]
#574337 - 07/24/11 11:39 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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I know how this nig feels.
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mellowparty
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: Steve Buscemi]
#574413 - 07/24/11 06:00 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Steve Buscemi said:
"5+ hours and struggling"
jesus christ find a hobby.
hey man dont be a douche 
OP I suggest you buy some JWH for emergencies. But if thats not an option then just have some paracetamol. It gets converted into AM404 which is an endocannabinoid reuptake inhibitor which might as well easy your discomfort.
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: mellowparty]
#574443 - 07/24/11 09:23 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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If anyone is the douche it's the person suggesting substituting weed with those horrible legal highs........ especially if it's only been 5 hours. I think a hobby is a much better solution.
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spacemonkey69
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: Steve Buscemi]
#574449 - 07/24/11 10:07 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Steve Buscemi said:
If anyone is the douche it's the person suggesting substituting weed with those horrible legal highs........ especially if it's only been 5 hours. I think a hobby is a much better solution.
agreed
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I_AM_SWIM
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: derelict]
#574458 - 07/24/11 11:20 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
derelict said:
woke up this morning had a few cones..damn no more weed!
Impermanence. This is how life works. Either get more weed, or don't.
If not, grow your own, then you will have a near-endless supply until your
last breath resulting in death.
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so i went back to my place and wasn't able to score any dope off my guy!!
I'm strongly against using the word 'dope' when speaking of cannabis.
Because it has a strong negative connotation that is usually used for heroin.
Almost nobody calls weed, 'dope' anymore.
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derelict said:
This is the first time in months where i've gone without MJ for more then 5+ hours and i am struggling...can't eat...no appetite..feeling lonely and concerned, lots and lots of thoughts running through my mind,questioning my relationship with my girlfriend, questioning this reality many accept as the norm...
Feeling lonely and concerned?
Are you having lots of thoughts in your mind?
Questioning your relationship with your girlfriend?
Even this reality that many accept as the norm!?
Welcome to life!
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Lucky im scoring tomorrow morning, there is no way i could get through another day without any herb...or maybe i could..but why would i want too...
Indeed you are lucky!
It's literally impossible to go through another day without the herb.
The withdrawals are that bad.
There are plenty of good reasons to not smoke it.
Health reasons, tolerance, probation, etc.
Except all of those reasons are stupid!
Smoke weed everyday, bitchez!
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still beLIEve
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#574459 - 07/24/11 11:24 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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sounds like you getting a bit bitter and cynical I AM SWIM.
opiates getting to ya?
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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I_AM_SWIM
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: still beLIEve]
#574461 - 07/24/11 11:31 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
still beLIEve said:
sounds like you getting a bit bitter and cynical I AM SWIM.
opiates getting to ya?
I've been off opiates for a while, but I am on them now. And I thank DMT for helping me
stay away from them. I just decided to do them today, since I haven't for a while.
I don't think it's the opiates that are getting to me. I'm actually not that bitter or cynical in real life. I may come across that way, but appearances can be deceiving!
Some people prefer bitter and cynical jokes, and I'm willing to bet that that
is the only way to get accepted on these forums as not being a troll!
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still beLIEve
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#574465 - 07/24/11 11:58 PM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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glad your off opiates, or were before today. nasty shit. DMT helped me a good bit too.
stay at it bro, good vibes.
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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I_AM_SWIM
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Re: Struggling without some MJ :( [Re: still beLIEve]
#574468 - 07/25/11 12:08 AM (13 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
still beLIEve said:
glad your off opiates, or were before today. nasty shit. DMT helped me a good bit too.
stay at it bro, good vibes.
Thanks, I plan on using them very rarely from now on.
Even though they are deemed pain-killers. They create
a lot of pain and suffering as well.
I'm definitely against it, but I'm a living, walking contradiction.
I think most humans are, for the most part.
Anyway, thanks for the good vibes.
I hope the vibes are reciprocated, and that you can
feel them. I certainly do.
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