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This is fucking sad...
    #561015 - 06/02/11 04:11 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

It's nearly 6am, I have been tossing and turning since 1am trying desperately to sleep with no success. I have severe insomnia, had it since i was about 13 years old. I have tried over the counter and even prescription medications to help with this, but even the prescription medications work for the better part of about 2 weeks before I stop sleeping again. The only continuously-successful treatment for my insomnia seems to be cannabis. I can smoke a bowl every night before bed for months at a time, and every single night I fall right to sleep and stay asleep for at least 6 hours, usually all night. Unfortunately, it will be another year or more until I can move to a MM state, and most engineering jobs require preliminary drug screening, and most of them require random drug tests. I know I can constantly dodge bullets by having a quick detox kit on hand at all times and limiting the amount that I smoke, but god dammit I feel like if there is something out there that does minimal harm to my body, has at most a risk of psychological addiction, and ensures a healthy sleep pattern...then it should not be set up such that I have to choose between a well-paying job and a successful career...with a healthy sleep pattern, decreased insomnia-induced depression, and from what I have learned, being a more peaceful and fun-loving individual.

Whatever, all I can do is try to get by...express my concerns to my state government regarding a MM bill currently being considered, and count the days until I can move to a MM state, which is sad because I like the current state I live in (NC) it is a beautiful place at times, but if you have ever gone 4 or 5 days with no sleep, then you understand my desire for a legal route to this magical herb.

Peace brothers and sisters,
agmotes165


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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: Picklez]
    #561042 - 06/02/11 05:36 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

i mean im sure xanax would work...but I have too many friends that abuse the hell outta that shit and I'm not one for permanently fucking up my brain chemistry.

My ex gf started taking that stuff all of the time and eventually broke up with me and tried to kill herself...:2cents:

I have a bad family and personal history of addiction...so most prescriptions with even slight chances of addiction scare the hell outta me...I would rather not play Russian roulette with a poorly understood prescription...since even without weed I can sorta kinda live a normal life...its not fun but it's not a shitstorm of prescription abuse. idk I would prefer to just smoke weed. And on that matter, I run on about 5 to 7 hours max sleep per night, work all day, workout after work, and I have shit to do around the house...at the end of the day I am so tired it hurts, but I will not be able to slip into a sleep coma unless I get that nice, comfortable push from a bowl of herb. Now I do admit I take that bowl to the face with as big a bong rip as I can handle, but usually it is just one bowl a night during the week.

Melatonin helps...but even if I take the maximum safe dosage I get about 4 hours of sleep.

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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: Hendershot]
    #561046 - 06/02/11 06:00 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

Luckily my brain is all fucked up and I have occasional migraines...also residual pain from a 25 foot fall to concrete...so whenever I move I have a few reasons for my medical card...I hope :grin:


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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: RasJeph]
    #561250 - 06/02/11 02:36 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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no offense but it sounds like you are psychologically addicted to marijuana



dude...just saying...this has been happening since I was 13...didn't start smoking on the regular until last year...Age 23 :rolleyes:

And I didn't say I wasnt psychologically addicted, I know I am, weed is wonderful :gethigh:...but I haven't smoked in a week straight, no cravings to smoke or anything...I was just making a connection b/w the fact that when I don't smoke I average 0-4 hours a night of sleep, with stints as long as 3 days with no sleep, and when I do smoke I average about 6-7 hours of sleep a night and have been known to sleep 10 hours on weekends if I smoke a lot. :feelsgoodman:

And when I get up in the morning, I typically start my day around 6 or 7am, go for a 3, 5, or 8 mile run depending on what day it is...work outside tending to a garden and chores around the apartment in the afternoon, swim laps in the evening, eat right, bla bla bla. I assure you I have tried everything but hardcore prescriptions (I do not like prescription drugs that mess with neurochemistry). Including meditation, excercise, diet changes, herbal teas and incense, melatonin, I have even tried ambien (sp?), which puts me to sleep but I wake up every 30 minutes because it causes horrible nightmares. :awesurprise:

I was just pointing out that all of this could be solved if I could just smoke a little in the evenings to help me mellow out and get to sleep without worrying about losing my job or getting arrested, it helps regulate my sleeping patterns, assures that I will get an adequate amount of sleep so that I can perform my job on a full night's rest instead of 200-400mg of caffeine or some bullshit stimulant to try and keep me awake after I have gone 2 or 3 days with no sleep. Idk :2cents:

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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: eNtranceAsexit]
    #561254 - 06/02/11 02:53 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

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eNtranceAsexit said:

and agmotes, sounds like you've got an overactive mind, bud.




:whoo: my brain never stops, never :homerdrool:

also I probably should mention that my mother has the same insomnia issues, same bad reaction to opiates, same dimishing return effect on sleeping drugs, etc. She has been to several sleep specialists and they can't seem to find something that works...it started around 15 or so years ago, she's pretty much bonkers from constant lack of sleep now.

Fatal Familial Insomnia anyone? :dumblol:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_familial_insomnia

I'm not nearly as bad off as my mom is, because sooner or later I get so exhausted that I'll eventually sleep, she consistantly gets <4 hours of sleep a night all the time, no matter what...ugh

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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: eNtranceAsexit]
    #561271 - 06/02/11 03:25 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

me too brother me too...and I know that my constant stream of ideas and thoughts and plans are keeping me from sleeping but I can't get it to stop...oh wells most of my best ideas come to me around 3am...and its nice that I can just calmly get up and write them down and ponder them a little more before trying to go to sleep again  :shrug:


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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: Skatealex2]
    #561373 - 06/02/11 07:54 PM (13 years, 8 months ago)

this is what the legal smoke blends do to me...spins me up...also a crapton of good sativa will keep me up...but 50% indica or greater will knock my ass to slumberland


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Re: This is fucking sad... [Re: Hendershot]
    #561512 - 06/03/11 10:42 AM (13 years, 8 months ago)

yea they use to dose me up on liquid benadryl and atavan through my IV when i was in the hospital to help me sleep...after about 5 minutes I couldn't keep my eyes open but then it made me trip out and have crazy dreams. shit was nuts :awecid:


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