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Big_tiggy
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547003 - 04/16/11 11:49 AM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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well you could always hang urself, actually Ill fly down to cali and hang u if you give me all ur droogz, u can keep the meth tho... j/k, on a serious note u need to not go to that rave and quit doing drugs for a while and then decide from there if you want to use again, and I dont mean 2 weeks, try going 3-6 months, summers coming so Im sure youll have some time off from teaching, and I here they got some fancy resort type rehabs there, fucking get checked in man, ur gonna die if you keep this shit up,
Edited by Big_tiggy (04/16/11 11:51 AM)
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547007 - 04/16/11 11:55 AM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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ofcourse its fucking hard, you think getting off the massive amounts of drugs you do will be easy, itll be worth it though believe that. those experience you had on the drugs will always be with you, and will actually integrate there way in your life still, dude Im still struggling with abuse, but I dont shoot dope, smoke crack, eat massive amounts of pills, drink gallons of booze, and trip so much I dont even remember weeks at a time anymore... youll actually learn to love and live life again, remember its on you, I cant make you, no one can, I can only help you along the way
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547013 - 04/16/11 12:01 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah and ima tell u somethin else, if your not strong enough now u sure as hell wont be later, itll just get harder and harder to make that choice, man I was here back when this place started and Ive seen how increasingly worse youve gotten, and for someone like u, now listen cuz I was just as bad, your gonna get caught up, theres a bunch of ways of gettin caught up but it is inevitable just like what happens when you are caught up, its a fucking choice at that point, live or die, it happens to every addict, you'll hit fucking rock bottom, obviously you havnt yet because you treat this shit like a joke, man it aint funny or cool anymore...
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547016 - 04/16/11 12:07 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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I know what I'm sayin is harsh but its true, heres something Ill add thats not so harsh but also true, your a great fucking dude man, your smart, and you have the ability to lighten up the mood and put other people in a good mood, you just need to start growin up, U got it pretty fuckin good right now, it would only get better if you get off all the shit, and youll actually have a real accomplishment under your belt, not saying you havnt accomplished things, you have even though youve been so strung, just imagine what you could do with that shit taking a place in your mind all the time, I know if you take it seriously and quit youll get a lot of congrats from a lot of people and will have something to feel proud of, it may even bring you to tears, fuck u stay sober for 6 months I will personally fly down to cali and throw a fucking party for you, bitches, and beer, and food, and ill even grow a strain and name it coasty's get well bud
Edited by Big_tiggy (04/16/11 12:11 PM)
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547020 - 04/16/11 12:12 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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well if I didnt kill your buzz you still woulda came down from whatever fucking party your livin in, and either way its gonna suck
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547023 - 04/16/11 12:16 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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there are no exceptions, not with those drugs, and especially from what Ive seen happen to you the past so many years this sites been open, your just gonna have to hit bottom bro, I guess theres no explaining it, its the place where only the strong survive
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Ultratang7]
#547027 - 04/16/11 12:20 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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you did a hell of a job running down the hill, you either walk back up, or just dig yourself a fucking hole at the bottom and bury urself in it
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547031 - 04/16/11 12:24 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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whatever man, I really aint tryin to joke with you, Im just tellin you some real shit...
Theres some other people on here that will tell you the exact same thing cuz they've been through it, if they havnt already, or maybe they're just tired of your bullshit
Edited by Big_tiggy (04/16/11 12:26 PM)
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547040 - 04/16/11 12:34 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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Coaster said:
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Big_tiggy said: there are no exceptions, not with those drugs, and especially from what Ive seen happen to you the past so many years this sites been open, your just gonna have to hit bottom bro, I guess theres no explaining it, its the place where only the strong survive
no offense but ever since I was a little kid I've been hearing about this imaginary place called "rock bottom" i think its similar to hell in the way that you only get there if you believe in it
you dont have to believe in it, take it from some one who didnt believe in it either, until he was looking straight into the devils eyes, the epitamy of all fucking evil, and once your there you're in his playing feild, aint no god gonna hear your cry's, you think getting banned and having no one to smoke meth with is bad, try imagining being in the worse place ever, being tormented constantly and knowing its gonna get worse and that theres no escape, I pray you dontend up there homie, the devils greatest trick was to convince man he doesnt exist
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547043 - 04/16/11 12:35 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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and if you keep smokin that shit your gonna see him too, he aint pretty
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547053 - 04/16/11 12:41 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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man I've been in and outa jails, mental hospitals and rehab... it started in highschool, smokin weed everyday, drinkin and doin blow on weekends, then psychs, and after I couldnt cope with some very bad trips I turned to dope and pills and booze to numb the memory's and flashbacks, along with more acid thinking that maybe another trip would make it all right again, maybe it would put me back together, well it doesnt, nothin can but you, and the choices you make for yourself at this very moment and later on through out the rest of your life, I'm tryin to paint a picture for you and it isnt a pretty one, Ive been through the fucking ringer, Ive seen some shit that will fucking scare a war veteran, it might be too late for me, I've lost my mind and still havnt found it, but I think with some time and good habits replacing the bad itll come back,
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547069 - 04/16/11 12:53 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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had my first drink at 15, by 19 I was shootin smack everyday, kicked outa the house, and making a consistent appearance, at the local jail and hospital, rehab did jack shit to help, only thing that helped was I realized I cant be like this anymore, and that it wasnt who I was, so now Im just tryin to find myself again now Im 22 and Im livin at moms, gotta job, still smoke pot and drink occasionally, and once in a blue moon a mushroom trip, but I know Im stronger today, and as long as those bad memories arnt forgotten, Ill be to scared to touch that shit again, it took 7 fucking years for me to realize I woulda been better off without any of it, and that maybe id be somewhere better in life right now, but I dont let it get me down, Im just happy Im still standing on this rock
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Cherokee]
#547285 - 04/16/11 06:16 PM (13 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah it can be sometimes... until you gets the herps... which i hear coaster is afraid of...
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