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 iStoner
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 Horrible day. 
#543131 - 04/04/11 02:53 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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This is where i vent when i'm having a bad day,: not because i think you will care, but because it will most likely let me get some things off of my chest.
Well to start things off i've been sick for about a week, and feel like total shit today. I am also depressed because of family problems, and life in general. I'm having some other health problems for quite some time now also and it just sucks. I lay in bed at night thinking i will die in my sleep and not wake up in the morning.
well this morning i did get up, and i only had a couple hours of sleep. I woke up early because i had my morning classes at the community college classes. I felt like shit all morning from sickness and being tired.
At about lunch time, i got a text from my girlfriend saying that we should take a break. Meaning we are breaking up. Long story short, after two years, she doesn't see a future with me and only sees me as a friend. i am also assuming she digs another male that i do not know, but mainly she just doesn't like me as much anymore.
WE have been through a lot in our relationship, and i fell in love with her like no other. Head over heels. I suppose she just is not a monogamous girl.
After being upset, and skipping the rest of my classes for the day, i get a call from my job that i am being fired. For reasons i am not aware of.
i wish i could convey my horrible feelings in writing but just can't, they are too strong.
Today just  i must've jixed myself with the FB status "today i going to be a good day, i just know."
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 Slave of Cthulhu
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: iStoner]
#543135 - 04/04/11 03:03 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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iStoner said:
This is where i vent when i'm having a bad day,: not because i think you will care, but because it will most likely let me get some things off of my chest.
Some of us do care though bro. Talk about one hell of a shitty day... I'm sorry to hear all that man, there's not much I can say that will help though. I would say keep your chin up but I've been right where you are now so I know it's futile. I really hope shit kicks back up for ya man, it bums me out to hear this shit.
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SpaceMonkey
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Hang in there bro!
Your just on one of the low scary spots of the roller coaster ride of life.
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Shroomofdoom
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The night is always the darkest before dawn. You can't be sick forever, your gunna get better. Things always happen for a reason, you'll look back and realize how much you've grown as a person from this experience. And as for the girl, not much you can do but move on. No point in loving a girl thats not gunna give you that same love back.
hope ya feel better
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Picklez
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: iStoner]
#543156 - 04/04/11 03:51 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Keep your head up brother. Take it one day at a time right now. Everything will eventually clear up and things will be alright again
Sorry to hear about the lady but they come and go. Dont let her add to your problems. You got to look out for numero uno and that's it. Better your life and fuck everyone else. (not literally but dont worry about other people, worry about yourself)
Keep your head up and work on getting healthy and having a fitness plan and you'll meet someone new when the time is right
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Far Stox
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You're not the only one having a shitty day. Mind you, your situation sounds a bit worse than mine but at least you can take solace in knowing you aren't the only one things are going poorly for. 
I just got told I've got tendinitis (tennis elbow) and can't doing anything I love (i.e. play disc golf and rock climbing) for the next 2-4 weeks unless I'm just dying to destroy my arms harder. Shit hurts like hell and I didn't even get decent painkillers. Glorified Alieve ftl. 
Anyway, I'm sure things will look up for you sooner or later. Try to be grateful for all that you still have, and get motivated to improve anything you don't like. Things will only change if you put forth the effort to make them do so.
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The first thing on my mind,
A little bit of cornflakes,
And a blunt that's all mine."-PUTS
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Picklez
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: Far Stox]
#543164 - 04/04/11 04:01 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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I had a really bad case of tennis elbow, shit sucks. It actually led to radial nerve paralysis and I couldnt even hold a cup of coffee in my hand. Let alone jerk off, but I got good with my left.
Anyways. Keep your heads up, both of you. Shit can be soo much worse.
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iStoner
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: Picklez]
#543174 - 04/04/11 04:37 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Imma try to keep on, and stay strong. Hopefully it will take me somewhere good.
also man that sucks, i have slight tendinitis in my shoulder and it bothers me when i swim.
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Picklez
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: iStoner]
#543176 - 04/04/11 04:43 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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injuries come and go but unfortunately they seem to become more numerous and more frequent as you get older. I keep myself in pretty good physical shape as well.
Although I could hit the gym a bit more
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#543178 - 04/04/11 04:49 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear about all the strife my man. There's nothing easy about health, love and job related turmoil all at once. As with everything in this world, this too shall pass. Do your best to focus on and spend time on the things you enjoy. Wallowing in pity has its time and place, but don't embellish these negative emotions to great extent less they consume you. Myself, I've been walking more, picked up the guitar again after a long break, and focusing on brewing my own beer! I will share with you a poem I wrote less than two weeks ago upon facing the truth of my own two and a half year relationship making way towards its waning days. You can click the 'play' button at the top of this post to hear me speak it, if you so choose.
Wake Up
3/24/2011
Love spent tattered into squalid remains
Ever the path leads on, but never the same.
Sordid slums of confusion whirling through time
Forgotten dreams echo from an innocent mind.
Where has it all gone? So much has been changed
Fumbling for stable ground whilst hounded with pain.
Forced to endure the emotions we wrought
From moments like raindrops, free falling then crushed
Whomever I am now, unknown even hushed.
Abominable, contemptible, disgraceful and loathsome
Faces honest, the moral, the noble and wholesome.
Amidst vicious diversity, a warrior with heart
Tentatively uncertain and seeking new starts.
Tenacious devotion to the laws of thine being
Yearn for bucolic tranquility, sadness be fleeting.
Recollect, reconsider, endear and hold near
Lest demons of darkness embolden our fears.
Howling from within, eyes wet body shaken
This is the moment where true tests are taken.
Let not frenzied sentiments lay haste to rash action
Let not inner travail claim souls to dark factions.
Have strength, resolute. Play games, laugh and sing!
Easier said than done, for this world often stings.
Wake up you fool, there is so much to see.
Blinded by misplaced faith is no place to be.
Wake up old man, from a life set to sleep.
Wake up! WAKE UP! Crawl out from the deep.
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Far Stox
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: geokills]
#543269 - 04/04/11 08:10 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Moral of the story:
Marijuana is so much better than whatever the fuck Doc gave me. I smoked a J and fixed all of my elbow pains. If only my state had medical... 
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The first thing on my mind,
A little bit of cornflakes,
And a blunt that's all mine."-PUTS
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DudeTron
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: geokills]
#543273 - 04/04/11 08:16 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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That's definitely a series of unfortunate events man... I know what it feels like to go from a life that you thought made sense to one of chaos and emotion.
My only advice is to first embrace the crazy. Feel the power of having nothing left to lose, just don't go to jail or hurt yourself. Then once you brush off and feel the need to getting something going it's a clean slate man, you have the opportunity to be whoever you want to be. You always did have that power, but now a few of those walls that kept you from doing it just fell down.
Hotter bitches and better jobs are in your future man... you're a wiser person than you were 2 years ago and it's time to cash in on it.
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iStoner
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: DudeTron] 1
#543291 - 04/04/11 09:00 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dude tron, i loved your advice.
thank you everyone, it's nice to hear what you guys have to say.
also far stox marijuana alway helped me with muscle and tendon problems, not sure why though.
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SpaceMonkey
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Re: Horrible day. [Re: iStoner]
#543295 - 04/04/11 09:10 PM (13 years, 7 months ago) |
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We all know that life can be full of ups and downs brah. Just remember you do have friends who care! We only know you and not the g/f or the job. I can say, they are the ones losing out! You are a unique and good person!
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