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 Picklez
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 TIC- Monday 
#466142 - 08/23/10 09:38 PM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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What a shit day
Skipped my early class and went to 2 of the most boring lectures of my life.
Finally home. Smoking some bud and listening to the po-po's talk
Thinking about some opiates 
What's up Growery?
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 FarBeyondDriven
Truthfully, I'm a bullshitter
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Loc: Greenbow, Alabama
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466144 - 08/23/10 09:41 PM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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just sat down to session it up on some poker. Did some productive things today so it wasn't a total loss. 
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Picklez
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Despite missing my first class I still feel pretty good.
Just got 1 class at noon tomorrow so should be an easy day
Poker sounds fun. I might have to get in a small tourney
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466151 - 08/23/10 09:49 PM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Johnny Lodden placed like 5th last night in the 1.5 million tourney on PS. 62,000 and some change. Enough money to make me jack it like 5 times before I calmed down 
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Picklez
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It's insane. All it takes is to place high in 1 tournament and you have yourself a nice bankroll
Ive cut back my gambling lately
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466166 - 08/23/10 10:04 PM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Me too actually. Haven't been playing as much and when I do it's double or nothings instead of cash games. Changin it up a little bit. Shit was gettin stale.
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Picklez
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no opiate tolerance FTW 
My old roommate is opening up a hookah lounge in Oregon and is wanting me to move up there in December and be his bookkeeper. He also wants my mushie growing skills
I am seriously considering his offer. He already has a small business loan and is offering me a salaried position.
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466320 - 08/24/10 12:13 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Picklez
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what? the opies?
ut oh, you are only 9 posts away from joining the elite 10k club 
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466329 - 08/24/10 12:24 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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FarBeyondDriven
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thought you quit that shit man...or made a whole thread saying you were and all that shit
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Picklez
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I managed to stay clean for 2 weeks.
I was in a shit ton of pain after playing basketball today, so I treated myself with a balloon
Im not going to make it a habit. I think it only becomes an issue when you are using more than once a week 
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466341 - 08/24/10 12:37 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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how many times have you said that before 
whatever you got to say to yourself to justify your habit dude
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Picklez
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hmm I dont know, but I dont understand how it's a habit if I havent used in 15 days and after tonight I probably wont use again for at least another 2 weeks
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FarBeyondDriven
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466347 - 08/24/10 12:48 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
KillerPicklez said:
hmm I dont know, but I dont understand how it's a habit if I havent used in 15 days
you're constantly on and off on and off. more on though from all the posts i've seen. just observations dude. a habit can be a habit without being everyday.
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Picklez
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True. But I mean, I went from a time when I was using close to a half a gram a day, so for me to go 2 weeks without touching anything was damn good for me. I have no doubts that I will be able to stay focused on school and what I need to accomplish. If in 2 more weeks, I have been good about going to my classes and have a job lined up and shit, I will probably reward myself again
Moderation is fine.
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Picklez
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466356 - 08/24/10 12:58 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well I am going to get some sleep. I have class at noon tomorrow
Take it easy and congrats on the 10k! Only a handful of us.
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Tangerines
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466363 - 08/24/10 02:12 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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I just got home from work. And 2 whole weeks?! Big deal.
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Picklez
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Tangerines]
#466368 - 08/24/10 02:43 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ah come on. You of all people should know that a 2 week break after using every day for several months is a pretty big step
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T-Rex
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466369 - 08/24/10 02:45 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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As long as you know you have control over it, and not the other way around then well done man Its fine to have a bit of indulgence everynow and then, just make sure it stays a treat and not breafast
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Picklez
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: T-Rex]
#466371 - 08/24/10 03:21 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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That's how I feel. I dont feel it's a drug problem if you are using it 2 times a month and only spending 40 bucks.
I was blowing 100 bucks a week for the about 2-3 months straight
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Tangerines
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466373 - 08/24/10 03:27 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yea I know, but quitting is the easy part. Staying quit is the hard part. PAWS FTL
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Picklez
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Tangerines]
#466374 - 08/24/10 03:36 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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True. I will give you that
I am getting there.
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T-Rex
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466377 - 08/24/10 04:20 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Is it weird that I usually cough after the first hit when I clean my bong? I never cough when smoking usually, its only when my bongs are really really clean that they make me cough
I usually clean it at least once a week back to brand new, but I'm starting to dread the first cone after my bong's bath 
Just wanted to post this but didn't wanna make a thread
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Inverted
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Re: TIC- Monday [Re: Picklez]
#466399 - 08/24/10 07:39 AM (14 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
KillerPicklez said:
I managed to stay clean for 2 weeks.
I was in a shit ton of pain after playing basketball today, so I treated myself with a balloon
Im not going to make it a habit. I think it only becomes an issue when you are using more than once a week
LOL
The opiates have already rewired your brain. Have fun battling this for years to come man, You gotta be stronger than that or the only way you will beat it is a long term treatment plan...
Not hating on you, I've just seen this a million times and everything you say fits the bill.
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