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is the only thing im a junkie for. I have ADD but never realized it until recently, im 19. I also have pretty bad social anxiety but I'm at the point where i have conquered it like 80% and made progress on my own (without meds). My anxiety was so bad that I could only smoke weed when i was alone and i would become extremely paranoid and anxious around everyone and be a total sketchball haha. And Xanax is so worthless for dealing with anxiety and is only good for abusing with alcohol IMHO.
Adderall on the other hand, has helped me tremendously, it calms my thought process and stops my racing thoughts. Only downsides are lack of appetite and I eat very little as it is. I also prefer snorting Adderall and I find it has the potential to be very addictive(for me anyways). The final week of last semester i binged for 36 hours and snorted 80mg over course of 24 hours. I dont know if this will help anyone but I found that the key to helping my anxiety was forcing myself to interact with other people, the addy just helped calm me down and let me focus. So what are everyone's thoughts on this drug? I think i would still abuse it even if i didn't have ADD but at the same time im the type of person that can make a 1/4 oz of weed last a month if i wanted.
Well i forgot to mention that i dont have a script for it yet and a friend gave me a bunch extra because my doc is a bitch and thinks im bipolar. but I understand what your saying Swim and i appreciate the advice. I actually dont abuse it regularly(i was srs about xanax tho). I did binge on it for about a week and then just stopped taking it. Im more so saying that I would probably end up abusing it if I had a script for it. As for psychedelics, I cant really say for certain if they have made me more aware of my anxiety or if they contributed to it, but im thinking they've helped more than hurt. And right now im at the point where I control my anxiousness without help from any drug. However, i feel like addy is essential for me just to focus and stop my racing thoughts.
Oh i see. I do get a slight speedy buzz from adderall and ritalin but since i have add it has a counteractive effect. Would meth have a diminished effect or is that not the case? Im knowledgeable about most drugs (and amphetamines) but im a noobie when it comes to meth.
I can't say that I have an addictive personality but that is pretty interesting observation. I'll have to take a look at the nootropics nice suggestion and thx for the help dude, much appreciated.