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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#304876 - 10/27/09 07:13 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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I didn't read the whole thread, but I do wish you luck and great success with your recovery.
I know what it's like going down that road. I've watched my cousin slowly kill herself over the years. She's in and out of jail, has abandoned her four year old child, and is taking a cocktail of daily drugs that blows me away that she's still alive.
You have my support man
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I've seen very successful studies of using ibogaine for addiction treatment. a lot of long term addicts were able to quit for good during the initial experience.
I could see an ayahuasca experience being very beneficial
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: 81renaissance]
#305041 - 10/27/09 10:35 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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With regard to the mouse, I think that sometimes (I'm gonna call it God, you can call it whatever you want) God sends us what we need at the time it is needed. I think that mouse is something you are meant to care for, and maybe a reminder of how fragile life is, but how important too. If you can grasp the importance of the life of a mouse, how important must your life be?
man that's an awesome way to view this whole situation. I can totally relate to everything you just said with my fox story. caring for animal, and deeply connecting with and learning from the animal and from yourself, can completely change your life if you're prepared to let that happen.
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: 81renaissance]
#305063 - 10/27/09 10:46 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah he came to me completely out of nowhere, and probably at the worst and lowest time in my life. But he turned my life around and I'm doing better than ever now after raising him.
Inverted: good luck with the mouse, I know it will help you. And even if you do give in to temptation at least you know the growery still has your back
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#305694 - 10/28/09 06:50 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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look good  can't wait to see it in use!
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Fox]
#305716 - 10/28/09 07:09 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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so you're growing out the ww/nl and haze?
Are you new at growing? I wish I could start growing, I'm just not in the place to be doing that right now. Hopefully when I move out to Colorado next summer I can find the right place to get started  I just can't keep paying these prices for medicinal grade, it's too expensive in Texas.
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Re: Keepin' Inverted ON Heroin! [Re: usg543]
#305755 - 10/28/09 08:14 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: Keepin' Inverted ON Heroin! [Re: 81renaissance]
#305879 - 10/28/09 11:18 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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^^^I need a girl like that
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Re: Keepin' Inverted ON Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306110 - 10/29/09 09:56 AM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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I guess we just started a day 5 dance party for you inverted!
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Re: Keepin' Inverted OFF Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306139 - 10/29/09 11:29 AM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah there's a big storm surrounding me so it's cool and rainy too. But fall is officially here and I'm so excited, I noticed the leaves starting to change colors last week. Watching the trees change colors in fall is one of my favorite things to do
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306404 - 10/29/09 07:43 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ignore their crap.
You're very lucky to have *most* of the growery supporting you through this, just stay focused on your goals. I just know that my cousin, also a struggling addict, could probably have her life turned around by now with the amount of support you have.
I don't know you but you seem like a smart and very strong person and I believe you can make it through this.
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Re: Keepin' Inverted ON Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306484 - 10/29/09 09:47 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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How's the little mouse doing?
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306496 - 10/29/09 10:05 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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we might need to upgrade to a bandbus the way all these hooligans are jumping on.
give it a month and we'll have a parade going for you inverted
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#306556 - 10/29/09 11:02 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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I would gladly sit and wait for paint to dry if it was cannabis related 
dang I wanna grow
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306580 - 10/29/09 11:13 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah yeah I'm just a wanna-be for the time being. I'll have my chance soon enough.
I think with all the reading I've done my first grow will be pretty successful.
good luck with your indoor, change is good. what's your setup? mine's gonna be indoor organic in soil
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#306715 - 10/30/09 12:37 AM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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good luck on day 6!
I'll see you bright and early, gotta get up early for work
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#307071 - 10/30/09 07:52 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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alriight fox is in the hizzouse.
hope you had a very nice and successful day 6 inverted! you're doing great, keep it up man
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307074 - 10/30/09 07:57 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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not too bad actually. Just got off work. I have to open in the morning so I'm not looking forward to that.
Now for some relaxation, time to smoke a bowl and finish writing this song I'm working on.
How 'bout yourself trippy trip?
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307081 - 10/30/09 08:04 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah I didn't realize halloween was actually tomorrow until I found out today 
There's so much going on right now it's hard to keep up with everything
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