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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: SmOakland]
    #304399 - 10/26/09 11:12 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks guys, I really have faith and a positive attitude now that the Growery has got my back!

It's still only day 2, but just the fact that i'm so positive about quitting this time that I actually believe I will.

:thumbup:

The bad news is my harvest just ran out and I am definitely gonna need weed to get through this... Not much but enough to smoke a couple times a day... Anyone feel like donating for the cause?  Wink wink Magash?

:lol:  But seriously i'm just starting a new grow as of tonight (7 beans a germin') and that will seriously help keep my mind off of trouble.

I really appreciate it Trip and everyone else that cares.  It truly makes me feel better and gives me something to look forward to each day.  A nice conversation with any of you each day helps more than you think.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Cannaboid]
    #304422 - 10/26/09 11:23 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

You're telling me, I used to have a great life, was so happy everyday, just smoked weed and life was just awesome for me, until I tried that drug just one time.

I hated the high at first but it was so addictive that I would do it again and again and then all of a sudden BAM!  I'm fully physically addicted and if I go more than 12 hours without smoking some dope, I'll start to get intense stomach cramps and extreme anxiety, bloating, cold sweats, hot flashes, full body pain, etc...

I'm sick of living my life like I have to go through 3 hours of BS of getting and doing drugs, just so that I can maintain normality?

Fuck that.  I'd rather have normality for breakfast everyday for free just by waking up!  Thats how it used to be and that's what I so desperately strive to achieve.

I quite once for 8 months and loved it.  1 hit was all it took to fuck my life up all over again and now i'm over 4 years in.  Ready to be a normal person again!

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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
    #304427 - 10/26/09 11:27 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Trust me guys, I want to, otherwise I wouldn't be talking about this at all, and wouldnt have started another grow tonight.  I would have just done business as usual, gone to bed, gotten up, driven to the city w/ my girl and score. But no more damnit.

Once I start I'm not going to stop and that's a pretty big commitment.  Growing and Quitting.

I can't wait for this grow, I started 4x Crystal, and 3x Purple Haze.

I'm hoping for 2 Fems. from the Crystal and 1 from the Haze.

The genetics are fantastic, mostly the reason I want to grow, plus I found out my unfinished basement is still heated so woohoo!


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
    #304431 - 10/26/09 11:28 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Nah man I've been calling her like 20x a day to make sure she isn't doin' it.

We are actually working as a team this time (usually one of us wants to quit at a time, never works out).

:awesome:

I can't wait til' these nuggies are growing!

I'm gonna meet you someday soon Trip.

Once I get my license back :fingerscrossed:  in like a month or 2 at the most, i'll drive my ass down there if I have to!


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Cannaboid]
    #304436 - 10/26/09 11:31 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

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If she does bring it home, what ever you do dont mess with that stuff, just throw it down the hatch like Trip said. She might be mad at your for a bit, but so what? Its for a greater cause.

Also, make a grow log, I want to watch those babies grow!




The thing is, I'm not even going to let her slip up this time.

We won't lie to each other and I usually let her go when she wants to fuck up because deep down I don't want to quit and just want to use.

I know where she is at all times so there is no need to worry about her bringing any home to me.  No chance.

I'm changing her phone number so that no other junkie friends can call and try to convince her to use, because thats what happens every time!


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: NobodyImportant]
    #304450 - 10/26/09 11:42 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

If you guys are serious about that, there is no problem.

I'm so willing to get a good life back right now, i'm willing to feel like shit for a week!  I don't care, I know after a week i'll start waking up feeling like I've already done heroin that day, cuz you start feeling that good naturally (receptors begin to repair)

Thanks to all that have posted so far! 

I dedicate my new grow to you guys, and when it's finished and i've been clean for 3 months, y'all might get a lil' envelope...


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: FarBeyondDriven]
    #304463 - 10/26/09 11:56 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Oh definitely no bullshit.  I'll report more than once a day I PROMISE.

Thanks.  Pass out Trip?


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304468 - 10/27/09 12:02 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Oh i'm not tired... and bob, thanks man that is really FUCKING GAY so please remove that.  Completely derails a good thread.  Do you know anything about this thread?  God if this was the dome I would lose it.

Mods please remove that if he doesnt.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304475 - 10/27/09 12:05 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Can't you remove it?  It's your thread.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304479 - 10/27/09 12:11 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Nice, a friend is gonna help me out with weed tomorrow morning.  That just makes everything Oh so good.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304482 - 10/27/09 12:14 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

I won't, I love weed as much as my GF... I was just physically addicted to H, that's the main problem.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: MasterHerbalist]
    #304495 - 10/27/09 12:37 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

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Forget that shit inverted, try to keep your mind off it and do as your doing!

You are very powerful, quitting is easy for you.

MN is the shit! Goodluck!

I'll also offer you all the free advice I can spare. I am very educated in nutrition and herbal supplements to help get your body on the right track. I'll be glad to send your some tea mix which can help cleanse and feed your body. Pm me or ill responed in this thread either way, I am here to help. I know it can be hard but with mindset and friends it can be a breeze.

Never forget! Your mind is stronger than any-thing!




Thanks dude.  That is awesome, and great to hear.  I will definitely take you up on that offer.  I'll PM you tomorrow when I'm not busy and we'll talk.

Mind over Matter fools.  I got this.  Plus w/ weed i'm all good.  I've been so happy about it that I actually feel ok/good.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: MasterHerbalist]
    #304505 - 10/27/09 12:50 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Hahah nice!

I'm about to smoke the last of my hash oil, I don't even have weed.

I like my new toy.



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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304509 - 10/27/09 12:59 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Ah that's pretty cool because I just smoked the last of my outdoor harvest with my GF right before she went home tonight.  Thats good to hear, now it's time to work for my weed!  At least for 3 months until the new crop's done.

You've been to MN before?

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:lol: we are cyber-smoking.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: MasterHerbalist]
    #304520 - 10/27/09 01:08 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Hahah hellz yeah!  I'm currently 25-30 W of the cities.

I find gnats in my buds all the time, stuck to the trichomes.

How old are ya?


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: MasterHerbalist]
    #304528 - 10/27/09 01:21 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

I don't care, the only tea i've made myself was Kava Kava and that wasn't too bad.

I suppose I can just add enough of whatever I want to make it taste good!

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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: urk]
    #304637 - 10/27/09 11:55 AM (15 years, 3 months ago)

No shit drugs are bad...

Ugh I hate these mornings, stomach all crampin and no possibility of sitting still.

Oh well it will be worth it.

My buddy's on his way over to drop off some of his harvest for me... Yay

Then it's wake N bake w/ the :bonghit:


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: FarBeyondDriven]
    #304655 - 10/27/09 12:53 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Fuck yeah... No chance of using today, I took some Suboxone to curb w/d a little bit... I needed it.

I feel much better.

Now i'm also stoned outta my mind, I just smoked a good amount w/ Lucid.

Thanks Duuude I'll hit you back later w/ that cash...


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
    #304668 - 10/27/09 01:07 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah man, I'm doing OK now... This morning was perrrty rough but getting baked was a good idea.

I'm looking forward to it as well, although I'm not liking only sleeping for 4 solid hours before i'm too antsy to sleep anymore.  Even after the bong.

At least I have weed, that is my savior.

I just need to shower, shave, and eat something and then i'll be ready for anything.


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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: MFDoom666]
    #304671 - 10/27/09 01:10 PM (15 years, 3 months ago)

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MFDoom666 said:
i couldn't afford that habit.




Nobody can... No matter how ballin you are.

That's why it's so taboo and ruins everyone's lives.


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