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Picklez
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Time to get clean
#268838 - 08/22/09 06:50 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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ive been basically binging on H for the past 5-7 days now so I think its time to ween myself off and get ready for school
I got some weed and some benzos to help make the process a bit easier on myself as well as money to get alcohol so wish me luck on getting myself clean
My plans for today are to get my laundry done and go pick up all my supplies I need for school and for my grow setup. Im hoping to start a mushies grow sometime after the school year starts
Oh and I need to get one of them converter boxes for the TV
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Harlz
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268851 - 08/22/09 08:02 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Banez said: ive been basically binging on H for the past 5-7 days now so I think its time to ween myself off and get ready for school
I got some weed and some benzos to help make the process a bit easier on myself as well as money to get alcohol so wish me luck on getting myself clean
My plans for today are to get my laundry done and go pick up all my supplies I need for school and for my grow setup. Im hoping to start a mushies grow sometime after the school year starts
Oh and I need to get one of them converter boxes for the TV
If you dont get clean you will slowly degenrate into nothing and school, and all your life would be a waste
you dont have a choice, stick to the all naturals man
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Harlz]
#268852 - 08/22/09 08:04 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Definitely man. I know better too, ive been down this path before. I think me being able to realize that I have a problem is good, I used to deny that daily use was dangerous
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Harlz
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268853 - 08/22/09 08:10 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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It definately a step in overcoming it, I used to deny my addictions Now I accept and ok with them, Its just weed
but when your addicted to something harsher if you accept your addicted and are ok with it, and feel you cant change thats when you will spiral down, if you can accept your adddicted and want to change then and there thats where you will have the best results, you will have the most will power,
I hope you get off it man, one less statistic
good luck
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Harlz]
#268856 - 08/22/09 08:20 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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thanks man, I know it wont be easy but I think if I take it one day at a time and use school as my motivation I will be just fine
I think I caught myself just in time
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Doitagain
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268857 - 08/22/09 08:22 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol this is chapter 1 in the decline of banez.
-------------------- ltd said:
fgts just don't understand
keep the shit
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Harlz
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268858 - 08/22/09 08:23 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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school is always good motivation to change your life for the better, if you start feeling like you cant take the addictions just think of what your life will be like without it,
man you better succeed , and yea 1 day at a time and it will only get easier
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Doitagain]
#268859 - 08/22/09 08:24 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Doitagain said: lol this is chapter 1 in the decline of banez.
I dont think so. Not this time
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Harlz
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268861 - 08/22/09 08:28 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Use all the negative doubts people have about you getting clean to prove them wrong,
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Doitagain
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268862 - 08/22/09 08:28 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Banez said:
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Doitagain said: lol this is chapter 1 in the decline of banez.
I dont think so. Not this time
nah i think you're already gone.
-------------------- ltd said:
fgts just don't understand
keep the shit
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Harlz]
#268864 - 08/22/09 08:31 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Harlz said: Use all the negative doubts people have about you getting clean to prove them wrong,
haters will hate always
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mhbound
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268890 - 08/22/09 09:25 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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I want some heron I've only had it once but I was drunk so I don't really rememeber how it was.
-------------------- Suck my balls America
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Thebooedocksaint
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: mhbound]
#268895 - 08/22/09 09:27 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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mhbound said: I want some heron I've only had it once but I was drunk so I don't really rememeber how it was.
Ive never even had good opium, is H expensive?
-------------------- "Je pense, donc je suis (I am thinking, therefore I am)." -Rene Descartes
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mhbound
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Quite so...But since the market has been flooded prices have dropped and quality is rising. Opium is my favorite I'm going to plant some next year just for the jiz they produce.
-------------------- Suck my balls America
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Thebooedocksaint
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: mhbound]
#268910 - 08/22/09 09:34 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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mhbound said: Quite so...But since the market has been flooded prices have dropped and quality is rising. Opium is my favorite I'm going to plant some next year just for the jiz they produce.
I've had some low grade opium last year before my friend died last year. It was... ok. I liked it, just not what I expected.
-------------------- "Je pense, donc je suis (I am thinking, therefore I am)." -Rene Descartes
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Picklez
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I get pretty good quality stuff for 60 a gram, which is dirt cheap but pretty average price for this area
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268977 - 08/22/09 11:17 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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fuck school textbooks. rip off bitches
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Ryandrnk
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: mhbound]
#268982 - 08/22/09 11:26 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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mhbound said: I want some heron I've only had it once but I was drunk so I don't really rememeber how it was.
Honestly I would say stay away from the hardcore shit like that. Ive never done it but Have you ever seen someone trying to get off that shit! I speak from personal experience when I tell you its an awful experience. I had to help my cousin get off that and it tore her apart. Do some research of the effects of withdrawals of heroin.
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Harlz
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Ryandrnk]
#268985 - 08/22/09 11:28 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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bong rips then heineken is such a dank taste
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SpaceMonkey
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268989 - 08/22/09 11:35 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Good Luck Sir!
It is a hard thing to do and i give you credit for making the effort to quit!
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Ryandrnk
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#268996 - 08/22/09 11:58 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Banez said: ive been basically binging on H for the past 5-7 days now so I think its time to ween myself off and get ready for school
I got some weed and some benzos to help make the process a bit easier on myself as well as money to get alcohol so wish me luck on getting myself clean
Man I wish you the best of luck. I have to give you props for wanting to get clean.
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Inverted
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Ryandrnk]
#268998 - 08/22/09 11:59 AM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm on day 6 of quitting. It's been over 4 years and i've absolutely had enough... It's 90-100/g up here... Quality has definately taken a sharp rise in the last year, as well as the number of dealers.
-------------------- Don't criticize what you can't understand
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Inverted
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Inverted]
#269000 - 08/22/09 12:00 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Trust me dude, if you don't stop now you'll be permaddicted... It only gets harder and harder. Just smoke your weed and drink your beer.
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SpaceMonkey
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Inverted]
#269002 - 08/22/09 12:06 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Awesome on day six Inverted!!!
You must have a light withdrawal for you to be here everyday? When i quite the pain management drugs i was sick for at least 3 days.
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Inverted
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: SpaceMonkey]
#269005 - 08/22/09 12:11 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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I take suboxone... It kills any withdrawl symptoms, plus makes you feel bomb by itself... The only side effect is that it can give you headaches.
I feel fine, besides the slight stomache issues.
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Inverted]
#269030 - 08/22/09 12:51 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Inverted said: I'm on day 6 of quitting. It's been over 4 years and i've absolutely had enough... It's 90-100/g up here... Quality has definately taken a sharp rise in the last year, as well as the number of dealers.
Congrats man. Every day is a battle. Thankfully I have weed to help get me through this, I couldnt imagine going completely cold turkey
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#269035 - 08/22/09 12:59 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Just spent 350 on books, including getting 2 for cheap off Amazon and I still have another 50-100 to spend
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mhbound
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Ryandrnk]
#269548 - 08/23/09 07:27 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ryandrnk said:
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mhbound said: I want some heron I've only had it once but I was drunk so I don't really rememeber how it was.
Honestly I would say stay away from the hardcore shit like that. Ive never done it but Have you ever seen someone trying to get off that shit! I speak from personal experience when I tell you its an awful experience. I had to help my cousin get off that and it tore her apart. Do some research of the effects of withdrawals of heroin.
I wouldn't get addicted to it I know that I wouldn't...But yea it isn't safe to gamble with.
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: mhbound]
#269550 - 08/23/09 07:30 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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I plan on using benzos as my main way to fight this. Im really hoping you can figure out how to get to a mailbox soon. It would really make things easier for me
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#270979 - 08/26/09 08:43 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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I cheated and used the rest of what I had on Sunday but tomorrow is Thursday and im doing alright.
Just smoking plenty of weed and having plenty of sleepless nights. Tomorrow will be much better
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KaptKid
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: Picklez]
#271052 - 08/26/09 10:30 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hope things go well for you.
"Time to get clean", Like there is a time to get dirty.
Peace
KK
-------------------- Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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Picklez
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Re: Time to get clean [Re: KaptKid]
#271134 - 08/26/09 11:34 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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There's always a time to get dirty
But nah, im doing quite well. took 2mg of benzo to keep me calm yesterday and I still couldnt get to sleep
At least I wasnt sick today, that was good. And I have tomorrow off from work and class so I can just take it easy
Im going to try and cut back on the weed and alcohol next, just getting way to expensive. (or at least money that could be spent in other ways)
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