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Keep your head up. Go to those interviews, knock 'em down. Keep trying to get to even more job interviews until you have worked your first day at your new job for pay. Do what you can to land a job with health benefits, that will offer immeasureable help with a child on the way. If you use drugs recreationally, stop doing any and all of them at least until you have a secure job and your first paycheck in the bank. Appeal to family for some financial help. Appeal to the state, as a last resort.
Good luck, and I hope you will remember the lessons you'll be learning through all of this so that you don't make the same mistakes in the future. It is going to be hard work for you. Don't fuck this up, you are going to be responsible for a new life that will not be able to sustain itself for many years! Give that new life the most kindness and the best opportunities that you can.