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I lurk, but sometimes i post. I post, then i lurk again. When will i reach 200? NO ONE KNOWS! I'm dangerous, like a man on the edge! Lookout world, here i come! More exclamation points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you
I log on for hours and post like 2 times. I only post when i have somthing relevant to say, but thats a problem because i rewrite what i was going to say like 10 times and end up deleting it. This took me 5 minutes to write.
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you
Annoying isn't it? I always feel distant from other people. I like people, but i feel like i don't have anything in common with the whole human race. It's like i am a alien sent here to observe. I try to talk to people, but I'm not into sports, and thats all any other guy wants to talk about. I'm a nice guy that will help out anyone that needs help generally, but i never feel like I'm part of the crowd. Basically that makes me a little nervous to speak my mind, because i already don't feel like i belong, and if everyone here thinks I'm a dumbtard then thats just one more social kick in the balls. I have issues.
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you
Im not anti social at all, i just don't relate to most people. I can shoot the shit all day with anyone, but i don't really feel like they liked me. Damn, is that anti social? I dunno. I think i just play online video games to much, and i have lost the ability to interact with people in the real world. My best friend lives in texas, and i have never met him. We talk in teamspeak for hours with other people everyday tho.
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you
I can talk to most females with ease. I have found that most woman do have issues with every other female in the world. It's like they are all in some weird race, and are all trying to trip the one another. All a guy can think about is sex, so im sure if they find you phisically attractive, then yes they do want to bone you. Im sure none of this helped, but it just what i have noticed. I notice every single small things people do, and i can read most people like a open book.
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you
I have taken so many pills in the past 6 years, i will throw up just by looking at one. I did so many opiates, that if i take them now all i get is a shitty buzz, and i get really mad and itchy.
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It's not paranoia when they really are out to get you